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Tweak says, "not in my house!"

kristina snow has a problem with monsters (kristina_snow) wrote in colligo_threads,
@ 2012-08-23 11:59:00

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kristina snow, stefan salvatore

Who: Kristina & Stefan Salvatore
Where: Serpent's Den
What: Getting a drink...
When: After Flirting
Rating:R
Status:In progress

Kristina put on one of the skimpiest outfits she could find, the one she was normally seen in. Checking her makeup in the mirror she took a deep breath as she left the apartment headed to town. Not managing to find a job yet she regretted not buying a car but headed down to the bar knowing vaguely where it was. After some questioning and turning around she faced the door that read Serpent's Den, reading her PDA she was sure this was the place. Opening the door she looked around, not many people were around but then again it was one of numerous bars. Sitting down she waved at the bartender her voice soft and smooth. "Jack on the rocks please." It was turning quickly into a signature drink almost like her outfit. Timidly she downed the drink then waited wondering if the guy would be able to pick her out of a crowd.

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kristina_snow
2012-09-01 05:59 pm UTC (link)

Kristina saw a flicker of something she thought but figured it was just because she was drunk. Feeling another man made her smile, it was someone she didn't have to be afraid of. Realizing that she accidently blurted "It's nice to have a guy here that I don't have to be afraid of. Jonathan.." Her voice died off suddenly as she spoke forcing her to bite her lip. She didn't mean to open up so fast but he had used her as his whore and tore down her spirit some. Shaking her head she tried again. "This place is far better than jail, and I would like to make new friends here, and maybe even more." It was a subtle hint but Kristina knew that was all it would take. "Bree had a few but no relationships so to speak." Grimicing a tiny bit she hoped he wouldn't consider her to be a whore either.

His arm around her felt nice and steadied the spinning world. In a moment she leaned into him a feeling of warmness shot through her. Looking up at him from beneath dark lashes Kristina blushed slightly. "I think your place will probably be best since I'm not sure I can make it far." After a couple steps she stumbled around and almost fell once. With a deep sigh she whispered "I'm really sorry, sometimes I think I can handle more than I should." Raising an eyebrow she wondered if her body was doing anything to him. He said alcohol helped the crave but she knew alcohol mixed with adrenaline, and the monster, would have her blood racing. Inside her mind Bree buzzed but she pretended like nothing was going through her mind.

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moreblood
2012-09-01 07:03 pm UTC (link)

Stefan had a firm grip, even if to him, she was light as a feather. "I won't do that to you. I will tell you more about Katherine sometime. She was a bitch with a bonus dose." He wasn't even sure what Jonathan had done, but that didn't really matter. From what Stefan had heard, that was a bad guy. He was on the same level as Klaus in Stefan's book. He was quite sure that he treated her better by even saying hello politely.

He was still a bit confused about Bree. He didn't realize the severity of the split. He thought it was just another name, like an alias, who seemed to take on a life of her own. He had a few of those over the years to keep from being tracked, especially when the ripper had taken control. "Bree is another person?" he asked, wishing there was a better way to ask.

He pushed the door open, calling good night over his shoulder, waving with a free hand. "You can always ride on my back, or I can carry you. It's easy. Alcohol doesn't have as much of an effect on me unless I finish the whole bottle, but it's easy to get carried away with it."

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kristina_snow
2012-09-01 07:39 pm UTC (link)

Kristina wanted so badly to believe his words and a part of her did. The small part that she was in charge of. A small laugh escaped her as he reassured her, she wasn't being rude just too drunk to manage it. "Ah, well..." The words didn't make much sense but it was some kind of response at least.

Feeling the cool air made her smile as she could smell fall around her. She thought about his question and the best way to answer it. Pausing for a moment she looked him over and decided that he deserved to know. "I used to be a straight A student. Never got into trouble, never even been with a guy. Then I went to see my father for the summer. I took my first taste of the Monster and created Bree for confidence. After that things were never the same... She ruined everything that was good to me and burnt every bridge I made. When she is in control I'm helpless like watching my life through a dream. When I am in control she can still influence my thoughts and take advantage of the situation." With a thick swallow she looked down at the ground wondering if it made sense. "Here, is a fresh start and I am trying to learn to control her. Trying to fight the urge of the monster. Alcohol helps in that area.."

For a moment she wondered what he was talking about by being carried away, and she prayed it meant alcohol. Snuggling against him she shut her eyes enjoying his presence and strength. "I've never had someone take care of me." Her words were soft and at a nod she tried to decide if she could trust him to carry her without dropping her, and without hurting her. "I guess I could let you carry me, if you don't think I am up for the walk." A teasing smile brushed her lips as she opened her eyes and looked daringly at him.

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moreblood
2012-09-01 07:51 pm UTC (link)

"What is your monster?" he asked. There was no superiority in his tone. He didn't look down on her. He had his very own monster - human blood. That monster, when in control, created a ripper. He definitely had a monster. Even though he was sure hers was a bit different, he felt the similarity. He didn't want to discuss it, as telling people that he was a relentless killer didn't often sit well. He could stay in control. He had to this time.

"It sounds like a good plan. We all need control. I do too, if that helps any." When he wasn't in control, he watched his life through a nightmare that he didn't want to relive right now. "Maybe it's better that people from your life aren't here to trigger the monster." A hand touched her cheek lightly in understanding.

His hand fell and he quickly scooped her up in his arms, looking down into her eyes. "Vampires have a bit of extra strength."

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kristina_snow
2012-09-01 07:57 pm UTC (link)

Kristina yelped being swooped into his arms but it was halfhearted and more out of surprise than anything. "A drug... So even when I am not in it's grasp I crave it and that is when Bree is the worst." Her voice was toneless as if to keep away the depressing vibe. "Being a vampire, I would assume that you need to be in control as not to kill." Smiling at him she wanted to let him know that her ex a was a serial killer and who was she to judge.

Shrugging her shoulders she pressed into him again a giggle emerging from her lips. "I trigger the monster myself, but now I have something else to spend my time with." It felt nice to flirt without hearing Bree's voice. His touch felt amazing to her, partially because of the high and alcohol. Reaching up she looped her arms around his neck and stared him in the eye. "Where to now my hero." Okay it was corny and even her voice portrayed that.

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moreblood
2012-09-02 02:50 am UTC (link)

Stefan felt the chill of her words, not that she really meant anything bad by them. It was more of the guilt factor than anything. He was a killer. "Blood is my monster," he said, not denying it. "It's my drug, and not for the recreational user." No, blood was an addiction.

"I do have to work hard to keep that control, but I can. The last time I slipped, I was trying to save my brother. It was a lot like vampire blackmail. He was dying, and a hybrid could save him, but he wanted me to drink, and to follow him in exchange. I couldn't let my brother die." It didn't make him feel better about killing, but if he had to do it again, the decision would be the same.

"My place is right up the street." He liked this. It made him feel good. Her attention made him feel good, and her opinions brought him back from such a low point. They both had some issues, but he was not one to judge.

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kristina_snow
2012-09-02 04:29 am UTC (link)

Kristina watched his face intently as he spoke to her, seeing every expression that crossed even for a moment. With a heartfelt smile she reached up and ran her finger slowly across his lips. "I know what it feels like.. I can understand you needed to save your brother." She didn't think she would ever know what that felt like because she hurt everyone she got close to.

Her finger ran from his lips down his cheek until she rested it again in her lap. Tilting her head she knew that he probably didn't want to talk all depressing the whole date. With a slow swallow she took away her questions and prying at least for the ride home. That thought inside her head made her smile while shaking it. "I guess we should head that way, I don't get lighter with time." She figured he could barely feel her in his arms but she was making a point.

As Kristina watched him she felt warm from the liquor and couldn't help but ever so carefully lean up and kiss him quickly on the bottom of the jaw. Immediately she looked down and let her cheeks turn pink. She had never done anything like this, it had always been Bree. If he was controlling his monster she would learn to control hers.

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moreblood
2012-09-03 03:45 pm UTC (link)

"You aren't heavy," he told her. He could literally throw her around, but he wasn't going to say it.

"Saving my brother cost me a lot. When I am off the wagon, I'm not very nice to be around. I hurt everyone." It was a big understatement, but he had damaged his own relationships in ways he couldn't get back, except maybe with Damon. It was strange how Stefan's own monster had brought them closer.

He smiled when she kissed him. It was nice having someone close again. She liked him, and she forgave him. As promised, it wasn't a long walk either, and soon he was pushing the door open with his foot, and proceeding up the stairs to his room.

"It isn't much," he said as they entered. He set her down gently. The decor was sparse. He liked books and antiques, and they were neatly displayed around the room. He walked her to the sofa to sit and relax.

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kristina_snow
2012-09-03 06:23 pm UTC (link)

Looking around the room Kristina tried to get her barring but the alcohol was kicking in the longer she stayed awake. Stumbling she landed on the couch next to him with her head in his lap facing up at him. Grinning she surveyed the room "Nice place, no roommate I take it? I have one but I have never spoken to her oddly enough." Reaching up she ran her hand over his face remembering his words.

"I don't think you would ever hurt me, I also don't think you have met anyone to accept who you are and not blame you for that." Kristina could relate more than most people to not being accepted for her addiction. Most people just didn't see her monster the way she did, it wasn't something she wanted to do, and it wasn't something she could stop.

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moreblood
2012-09-05 06:11 am UTC (link)

"Nope. I really don't want one either." Really, other than Damon, Stefan didn't like roommates. He didn't really trust them, and due to his nature, he really didn't need the questions. He did actually miss having his brother around, but at the same time, he enjoyed the time alone.

Her words made him smile. That might have been the first time he had heard that. He blamed himself for his own actions. He loathed who he was most of the time, but this was the first time that someone had really voiced it. "I do know that it's my fault, not that I was in control. It's nice to find someone who gets it. I would have loved to stop, to be able to control it, and it's still hard. One of my friends knows how to get me back, but the rest - tried." He bit his lip. He felt like they wrote him off, but he had made it back anyway. It was just too late.

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kristina_snow
2012-09-05 02:55 pm UTC (link)

"Oh.." Her words went soft as she smiled. Well there goes that idea... Kristina couldn't blame a guy for not wanting a room mate it just seemed their nature. She wasn't sure about a vampires nature but guys she knew well.

Wiggling a bit she watched his smile and blushed. "I only get it because I have my own demons and have hurt everything that was good for me." Licking her lips slowly she watched him carefully enjoying every move he made. Her finger ran over his lip as he bit it making her tilt her head. "If they can't tell how amazing you are than that is their problem." Of course there were things she was sure he meant by that but she didn't want to think about it, and they seemed to hurt him.

Her body grew warm from the alcohol and adrenaline and ever so carefully she moved her hand from his face. It had been a long time since she felt any care for a guy. I mean, most have used her for payment or attention but she never had a companion. Slowly she placed both her hands around his neck, like when he carried her, and raked her fingers gently through his hair.

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moreblood
2012-09-06 07:12 am UTC (link)

"I think we could have a contest there. I think I might even be able to take you on the amount of damage I've done." He liked being able to joke a bit and have someone understand, and accept him anyway, even if he didn't know that he was a serial killer when he was on blood. "I'm not amazing though. I'm just Stefan."

He relaxed, let her touch him. He enjoyed it. He wanted it. It had been so long, not that he needed a lot of attention, but he had missed it. Now that he was in control, and wasn't thinking of her neck, he allowed himself to want it. He picked up one hand from his neck and took it in his. He brushed a kiss across it, holding it. "What do you like when the monster isn't in control?"

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kristina_snow
2012-09-09 05:20 pm UTC (link)

"Well Stefan, to me you are amazing and don't ever let anyone tell you different." Kristina almost wanted to show a pained look thinking at how she used to be and what she was now. No emotion flickered over her face though and she was grateful. Laughing she squirmed slightly trying to tilt her head while it was in his lap.

A small gasp escaped her as he kissed her and she felt Bree flicker inside of her. Closing her eyes for a moment she felt the room begin to spin around her. Biting her lip she tried to think of an answer before she opened her eyes. "I really don't remember anymore.. I used to be a straight A student, never got into trouble. I read a lot it seems like..." Her voice died off as she shrugged her shoulder. "Right now I like feeling you, and flirting with you.. So I guess I like right now, and I'm not on the monster." Her tone was light and flirty.

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moreblood
2012-09-09 06:41 pm UTC (link)

"Believe it or not, I like the fact that you have your own demons. I don't like that it hurts you, but you understand what I am saying. I think you are the first, and we can fight the demons." His smile stayed while he talked, relieved that there really wasn't a need to hide his darkest side in the shadows.

He decided to throw caution to the wind a little bit. Stefan could be very conservative when he wasn't a ripper. He didn't want to hurt anyone when he was in control and worried about it constantly, but now, he wanted to just feel normal. He moved her head off his lap and shifted so that he was lying next to her, propped up on his elbow. It felt good. He reminded himself that if he had any impulse that he would get up, but so far, so good. "I like this too." It had been so long since he had been this close to anyone without wanting to feed on them. He felt more like a man again, and with all the Elena drama recently, it was needed.

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kristina_snow
2012-09-10 03:13 am UTC (link)

She winced gently at his words, he meant well by them but she hated her inner monster. "I know.. She isn't the same kind of monster you have but I feel remorse like you do. She destroyed my life and I created her." At one point Kristina remembered how glad she was to create Bree but now she despised her and wanted to be clean. Speaking of clean Bree shivered slightly needing the fix she had been out looking for. The cool chill ran up her spine making her teeth chatter, she prayed he didn't notice the sign of withdraw. With a slow smile she had to admit it felt good for a normal male.

Jonathan had been so cruel to her and used her so harshly she really didn't think she would trust another man. She had been used up by men ever since she created Bree. That memory brought back a thought of her son... A birth from a rape and something she had never told anyone here about. The thought went through her mind but she never mentioned it.

Feeling him move beside her made her curl up into his chest, pressing her body against him. "You feel really good." Her heart beat picked up slightly as she tilted her head closing her eyes softly. Ever so gently she ran her hand down his ribs over his side and ended at his pants. Hooking one finger in them she placed her head on his chest and looked up at him. "So what do you like to do?" A playful smile danced across her lips as she pushed his buttons one at a time to see how far this would go. She needed attention for Bree to stay alive. She wanted attention from her just for the sake of being wanted.

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moreblood
2012-09-11 07:50 pm UTC (link)

"My problem is that I can't control mine, or I never learned to. My brother did, most of my friends did, but I didn't. My brother can drink a little but and he won't go mad, like someone who smokes pot here and there, but they can quit just as easily and never touch it again. That should be me, but I lose that restraint." He hated admitting that. It felt so dirty, and it really was violent. He didn't know why he couldn't take the monster down once and for all.

He felt good right now. He was trying moderation, but he knew that it really wasn't right yet. He could slide so easily. "I like hiking. I like the outdoors. I even like sports. I played football in high school, again." He had been to school several times, but he wasn't sure how to explain that. He had also taken college courses, but didn't have a degree. "I also like hanging with friends, a drink here and there. I guess I'm kind of normal." His fingers threaded through her hair. He was glad that the blood kept his heart beating even if he he was dead. His body was also warm, not like the icy vampires of books. The alternative would be traumatic.

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kristina_snow
2012-09-12 06:35 pm UTC (link)

"I can't control mine either, she is stronger than me." Kristina knew that Bree was something she created and was stronger than her. Biting her lip she looked up at him thinking about an appropriate question. "Don't you need human blood to survive?" The alcohol ran through her veins making her not afraid of him.

Running a hand over his chest made her smile. "How many times have you gone through school?" Thinking back to school made a ping of guilt hit her, sad that she never finished. Laughing she looked over the room rolling to pin him gently on the couch. Giving a daring smile she tilted her head, her voice a whisper "You look and sound normal to me."

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moreblood
2012-09-13 01:08 pm UTC (link)

"How long can you go without the monster coming out?" He could go for years, but his monster was so destructive that one appearance was really way too many. "I need blood. I can survive on animal blood, and I did for years, but it's like a diet of nothing but the plainest, blandest food you can think of. It gets the job done. Human blood is so much sweeter, and it keeps me stronger, and it's a lot like the best drug in the world." Now he was thinking about it, but he was still in control. She didn't have to worry. "I can drink that from bags, you know, the kind they collect at the blood bank. My brother has been trying to get me into moderation, so I can stay strong and not lose my head."

He laughed when she asked about school. He had went back a lot. "Not that I needed to, but I missed the experience. I've probably been there 30 times. I've gotten straight A's for a long time. I stay for a while and then I move on." He liked the closeness. It was what he and Elena should be feeling right now but didn't. He didn't think they ever would again.

He laid back when she moved, canting his head. "I'm a normal vampire," he teased, not entirely sure what normal was there. He just was what he was. Taking a chance, he leaned up a little bit and kissed her.

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kristina_snow
2012-09-13 04:17 pm UTC (link)

Kristina made an odd face thinking back into her past and going through the flasback unable to stop it. Once she regained normal thought she took a moment before responding. "It depends, if I am under the influence of the monster or not..." Her voice trailed off as she tried to think of a better way to put it. "If I need confidence Bree either takes control or gives me advice. If I run out a fix she takes over and does what she needs to,to get another one. Any of this make sense?" To her it didn't even sound like anyone would understand.

Raising her eyebrows Kristina looked surprised by his response. "Thirty times in school? There is no way I could do that. I never even finished my first time.. Thanks to my monster. I used to be a straight A student." Smiling softly she figured if he had all of eternity why wouldn't he get board and want to do school. "Of all the things to do over and over again I never would think school would be one." Her tone was joking and almost caring.

Running her tongue playfully over her lips, she looked down at him. A couple thoughts crossed her mind but she never spoke them. "I am far from normal. Her tone was off, different, more seductive. Grinding slightly she leaned forward rocking against him to accept his kiss. Entangling her fingers into his hair pulling his head back slightly as she kissed him more deeply her tongue exploring. Inside her mind she was praying he would accept her, that he wanted her. Pulling her head back up Bree was returning the gaze into his eyes. Adrenaline pumping through her veins.

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	kristina_snow 2012-09-13 04:18 pm UTC (link)
	ooc: sorry more manipulating your character. If I crossed a line just let me know, I wasn't Godplaying! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	moreblood 2012-09-16 06:09 pm UTC (link)
	OOC: Oh nooooo. Don't even worry about it. Honestly, I don't mind at all. I know there are some who are picky but I'm totally not! (Reply to this) (Parent)

moreblood
2012-09-16 06:46 pm UTC (link)

"It's interesting that you can separate yourself like that," he told her. "I become the monster. We are one in the same." He canted his head, considering her situation again. "Do you consider her a completely separate person, or do you remember what you did when she is in control?"

He laughed softly, glad for the lighter topic. "Yes, something like that. I'm a senior forever. I've got a lot of diplomas, but some are under aliases. I don't do it for the education, but for the chance to socialize again. That is what I miss the most. I could go to work, but I get bored easily with that." There were also people who didn't want to take a chance on an 18 year old. He had told one that he was really 160 and then wiped the memory. The look on the older man's face had been pretty funny.

Once they started kissing, he let that feeling of want and need take him over. He wasn't always a saint, nor did he always wait until there was some relationship. In his lifetime, he had certainly taken a few lovers, not that he talked much about those years. Her tone distracted him and his eyes opened wider, analyzing. He wasn't entirely sure that wasn't her Bree, but he simply didn't know how this worked. Instead, he kissed her again, letting logic take a backseat to desire.

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kristina_snow
2012-09-16 07:51 pm UTC (link)

Bree allowed her lips to turn soft and morph to his kiss. His response sparking something deep inside of her. With a short pant she pulled away and whispered "She has little glimps, like from a dream" Licking her lip Bree enjoyed being in control and under the influence of the moster. Kristina had never really been with a guy before and protecting her gave Bree motif.

"I get bored with work, and school, honestly I just like the socialation part." Playfully she ruffled his hair looking down at him, planning her next move. Slowly Bree lifted her shirt and tossed it on the floor before falling back to his mouth. Kissing him deeply felt intoxicating and she enjoyed that more than she could say. Moaning sotly into him made her squirm a bit causing her to rock against him. "Being immortal you must have taken numerous women to bed." It wasn't a question just a statement and she giggled when Kristina cursed inside her head.

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moreblood
2012-09-18 03:52 pm UTC (link)

Like a typical man, kissing a woman, feeling her against him, made his brain head south. He couldn't seem to stop long enough to think clearly, nor did he want to. "Why isn't she here?" he asked, but he didn't stop, rocking with her. It had been so long with all the drama from home.

"If you were immortal, you would get it," he whispered back. He didn't know the answer to the other. His lifetime spanned 160 years. There had been more than a few. Damon was much worse, he was sure. "Even a vampire doesn't kiss and tell."

His hands moved up her stomach, and over her chest. They didn't know each other well, and the good side of his brain tried to convince him that he really shouldn't do this, but that voice was too soft, losing conviction.

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kristina_snow
2012-09-18 08:29 pm UTC (link)

Bree allowed herself to up the sucubus charm she recently had taught herself. Very carefully she searched for the right words concerning Kristina. "She uses me when she needs confidence, and well adrenaline tends to perk me up as well." The monster coursed through her veins and she drank in every bit. The feeling amplified her pleasure responses.

Stretching slightly she offered a more softer look, he was willing to open up to her and that meant a lot. "I think if anyone can understand it who isn't immortal it would be me, however I don't really exist either..." It was a point not many people thought about when they found out she was a different personality all together than Kristina.

She tried to think of the last time she did this, and the thought of Jonathan Crane flashed across her mind. Shaking her head she could tell that Stefan was something intirely different. "How long has it been since you have had a woman.." Her tone was still sweet as his touch made a shiver run up her spine. She carefully ran her fingers through his hair leaning back to get a better look. Bree wasn't sure what it was about him that sparked her interest, but something about him made her want him.. All of him.

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