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Tweak says, "You've stolen my soul!"

Doctor Jonathan Crane (andintheendfear) wrote in colligo_threads,
@ 2012-07-31 22:48:00

Entry tags:

jonathan crane, justin taylor

Who: Jonathan Crane and Justin Taylor
What: Talking
Where: The Dinner Where they had their first date
When: August 1st, 2012
Rating: TBD

Jonathan was hunched over in the booth, trying not to look at anything but the cup of coffee in front of him, though by now it was more whiskey then actual coffee, having been pouring the liquor in from a small bottle to drown out his thoughts and Justin's words.

He knew what was coming, a 'you're sweet, but we can't do this anymore' that was quite familiar to him, anytime anyone got close.

At least that one was better then 'dear god, you freak', which he got more often.

He sighed, taking a sip of the coffee flavored whiskey, eyes darting up to the door before looking away again, shoulders hunching even tighter.

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sunshine_taylor
2012-08-02 01:10 am UTC (link)

I'm alright." Justin said, glancing up as a waitress came by and he ordered a coffee before looking back at Jonathan. He watched the other man for a moment or two before reaching a hand out to cover one of Jonathan's, "Jonathan, look at me." He needed the other man to look at him if he was going to do this, because he needed Jonathan to believe him and the only way that was going to happen was if he were looking him straight in the eyes.

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	andintheendfear 2012-08-02 01:13 am UTC (link)
	Jonathan swallowed heavily, turning his hand over to hold Justin's hand tightly, before raising tired eyes up to the other man. "Why? This would have been so much easier if I didn't have to look at you, so that way, just for a moment, I could pretend you weren't walking out of my life and hurting me." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

sunshine_taylor
2012-08-02 02:01 am UTC (link)

Justin sighed and squeezed Jonathan's hand, "I'm not walking out of your life, Jonathan. In fact it's the opposite." He looked the other man straight in the eyes, blue meeting blue as he waited for Jonathan's response. He knew that Jonathan had taken Justin's comments a few nights earlier to mean that he wasn't interested in him, but he had to convince him that the reason he had said the things that the did was because he was worried about him and what he might do if he continued on the path that he was on.

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	andintheendfear 2012-08-02 02:05 am UTC (link)
	Jonathan opened his mouth to speak, to protest, anything to keep Justin there with him when Justin's works penetrated his self pity and he blinked, mouth snapping shut. "Wait, what?" he asked after a long moment, confusion registering over his face. "You're what?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sunshine_taylor 2012-08-02 04:04 am UTC (link)
	"I'm not going to walk out on you, Jonathan." Justin said, squeezing Jonathan's hand again, "I know that a lot of other people would just leave, but I believe you when you say that you want to change. I know that people can change if they want to." While Justin didn't think it would be easy, he knew that if Jonathan was serious about it then it was possible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	andintheendfear 2012-08-02 04:07 am UTC (link)
	"So...what does that mean for us?" he asked softly, hesitantly, as if afraid to hope for anything. He knew what he wanted of course. for Justin to be willing to date him, willing to try to fall in love with him, to be his exclusively...in frank, to be his 'boyfriend', as trite as the title sounded. Dear god he was turning into a prepubescent girl. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

sunshine_taylor
2012-08-02 05:04 am UTC (link)

Justin couldn't help but smile a little at Jonathan's reaction and it only widened when he asked about them, "It means that I want to give us a try. I'm not saying it's gonna be perfect right away, but I'm willing to give it a go, because I like you and think this could be a good thing." Justin had enough experience, that he knew that if this went bad, he could get out of it. Of course there was a small part of him that knew that if this went bad it was possible that he could get really hurt, but he was going to try and focus on the positives for the moment.

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	andintheendfear 2012-08-02 05:07 am UTC (link)
	"A try...exclusively?" he said, unable to actually say the words he wanted to, blushing brightly. "Or a casual try?" he added in a rush, taking a long drink of the coffee and whiskey mixture, feeling it burn it's way down his throat, distracting him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

sunshine_taylor
2012-08-03 01:32 am UTC (link)

"Exclusively. I know what I said before and I can't promise that I'm over Brian, but I've been here for over a year now and I haven't seen him in two, so I think it's probably time to move on." Justin didn't think he'd ever actually be over Brian, but he knew that even though he'd always love Brian, he had to move on with his life. And if Brian ever did show up, he'd deal with that when it happened. "That is, if you still wanted more."

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	andintheendfear 2012-08-03 01:38 am UTC (link)
	The mug went flying as Jonathan surged across the table, wrapping his fingers in Justin's t-shirt and jerking the other man close, kissing him deeply. "Mine," he whispered against Justin's lips, not caring how possessive it sounded as he kissed him again, coffee seeping into his shirt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

sunshine_taylor
2012-08-03 05:11 am UTC (link)

Justin chuckled against Jonathan's mouth as he kissed him back, one hand coming up to cup Jonathan's jaw for a moment or two before he finally pulled back, smirking, "I'll take that to mean that you're happy." Justin knew that there were probably people watching them, but since when did he care about what other people thought of him. However, as he sat back down, he noticed the spilled coffee, "Um...that can't be comfortable."

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	andintheendfear 2012-08-03 05:18 am UTC (link)
	"Don't care, you agreed to be my boyfriend," he said, grinning stupidly. "I could be covered in biting red ants and it wouldn't matter to me." He reached out, gently taking Justin's hand. "Is this okay?" he asked, not sure if the other man was open about who he was or not. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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