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Tweak says, "I've had better reasons..."

Peter Petrelli (thegoodbrother) wrote in colligo_network,
@ 2010-09-27 19:43:00

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angela petrelli, claire winchester, gabriel 'sylar' gray, peter petrelli

( Mom )
All I've ever wanted is for you to be proud of me. I'm just not sure what I have to do, and I really wish I did. I'll never be Nathan, and I don't really want to try. And sometimes I honestly hate him, because he's always been the son you wanted. And I know it's wrong that I resent my dead brother so much, but I know I'll never measure up. And I know you'll never approve of my life or my choices. But I'm happy. I'm honestly happy for the first time...maybe ever. And I want that to be enough.

I hate the things that you do, but I've never hated you. If I ever say I do, I'm lying.

( Claire )
If I ever have kids, I want them to be as awesome as you. You keep me sane most days.

( Future!Claire )
I still care about you a lot. And I'm sorry.

There's nothing I regret more than what I did to your Nathan. If I could take it back, I would.

( Gabriel )
You've been more of a brother than Nathan ever was.

Sometimes I wish mom hadn't been lying.

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	Peter. reapwhatwesow 2010-09-27 11:53 pm UTC (link)
	You're such a moron sometimes. But I love you anyway. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	( Angela ) thegoodbrother 2010-09-27 11:54 pm UTC (link)
	Care to elaborate on what I'm being a moron about? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Peter. reapwhatwesow 2010-09-28 12:09 am UTC (link)
	Well, for one, that entire first paragraph is completely off base. You were always the son that I wanted. And I was always proud of what you accomplished, and while I might not approve of the way some things have turned out here, I am happy that you're happy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

( Angela )

thegoodbrother
2010-09-28 12:12 am UTC (link)

Well, honest doesn't always be right. And I should probably tell you that you kind of suck at letting people know stuff like that. I've always felt like I wasn't good enough. I love what I do and I'm happy, but it's always seemed like it wasn't enough for you. Maybe I was stupid for thinking that, but it's how I felt.

I'm glad I was wrong.

I know you'll never approve of Chris, but I do love him. And he loves me. I don't always understand it either, but I'm glad I have him.

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