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Tweak says, "woosh"

Buffy Summers (slayershaped) wrote in colligo_network,
@ 2012-08-09 18:53:00

Entry tags:

buffy summers, faith lehane, spike, tara maclay, willow rosenberg

I can't sleep. I keep dreaming of waking up in the ground, and clawing to get out. Everything is so confusing. I can't think.

[Willow, Faith, Tara, and Anya]
Spike really is on our side right? His chip is broke. He could try to kill me, or give me to his girlfriend. He might even put me back in that coffin. I'm keeping the daggers close.

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	1ofthegoodguys 2012-08-10 01:59 am UTC (link)
	~~Bloody hell.~~ You have to calm down so this will pass, love. The paranoia look isn't attractive. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	slayershaped 2012-08-10 02:20 am UTC (link)
	I can't really sleep. How am I supposed to relax? Do you have a plan for that or is that what you are waiting for? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	1ofthegoodguys 2012-08-12 06:12 am UTC (link)
	Short of knocking you out again, no, I don't have any helpful suggestions. And for the record, not actually planning on knocking you out again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slayershaped 2012-08-14 06:14 am UTC (link)
	I know. I'm sorry. I don't know why you are being so sweet. I just - I'm confused. I don't like this. (Reply to this) (Parent)

thecallofmagic
2012-08-10 04:18 am UTC (link)

Have I said I'm really sorry about that? Because I am. So sorry. Really, very, completely sorry.

[Buffy]
And I can guarantee Spike is definitely on our side. Plus, he's not exactly going to give you to his girlfriend considering you kinda sorta are his girlfriend. And I know he's not going to stick you in a coffin, Buffy.

It's just the gas that's making you feel like this. That's all. Cross my heart. And it will pass. We're already working out a plan to stop it, once and for all.

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	slayershaped 2012-08-10 02:21 pm UTC (link)
	I know. I just can't stop thinking about it, and of being trapped and cold. It's so cold there. Willow I don't know why I even said that. I just think about him chasing me, and then the bathroom. Then he is so nice. I just feel awful. Who is doing this? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	B wrongchosenone 2012-08-10 04:58 am UTC (link)
	Yes, Spike's on our side. He's not going to kill you. Or give you to his girlfriend. YOU are his girlfriend. ~~Why are you paranoid about him and not me?~~ Just relax, B. It's just chemicals making you think wonky shit. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Faith slayershaped 2012-08-10 02:23 pm UTC (link)
	Right, right, right. He's fine, for now. What if he snaps, and changes, and I'm stuck here. He won't right. I HATE THIS! I want to sleep so bad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	B wrongchosenone 2012-08-10 04:40 pm UTC (link)
	He's not going to snap. And he won't change. Just keep telling yourself that. Try to sleep. You'll be fine, you're the Slayer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Faith slayershaped 2012-08-11 10:22 pm UTC (link)
	Right. He won't. He's been so good. I just remember him being so ... I don't know. I'm a slayer. Right. I hate feeling so weak. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: B wrongchosenone 2012-08-12 12:00 am UTC (link)
	I know, but he loves you. Y'know? And he's looking after you, to make sure you don't go hurting someone. Be thankful y'got someone who cares. They're gonna fix all this shit soon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Faith slayershaped 2012-08-14 02:27 pm UTC (link)
	He says it's some gas in the air, that's all. I just can't think straight. All the windows are closed up. It feels like prison here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: B wrongchosenone 2012-08-14 10:56 pm UTC (link)
	He's right, it's the gas. I know, but you'll get through it. Cause you can get through anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Faith slayershaped 2012-08-15 06:17 am UTC (link)
	I hope you are right. This has to end soon. Tara is bringing me something to sleep. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: B wrongchosenone 2012-08-15 06:22 am UTC (link)
	I am. Good, you try and get rest. It'll be over soon. (Reply to this) (Parent)

isaidquirky
2012-08-10 07:41 am UTC (link)

I can try to help with that, Buffy, if you want. Something herbal that shouldn't negatively interact with the toxins that will help you sleep.

( Buffy )
Spike is definitely on our side. And he loves you. He wouldn't do anything to hurt you.

If you can't trust him, trust us. We would never let him near you if we thought he was going to hurt you. You're our friend and we care about you.

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	slayershaped 2012-08-10 02:26 pm UTC (link)
	That is the best thing I have heard for days. If you can do that, you will be more than awesome! Tara I know, at least some of the time like now when I'm breathing again. Then I get all stressed out again, and then freaked out again. I want to help, but Spike said that we were in the middle of the gas. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	isaidquirky 2012-08-10 09:05 pm UTC (link)
	Of course. I'll whip something up. ( Buffy ) We're going to figure this out. I promise. And we'll fix it, like we always do, and everything will be fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slayershaped 2012-08-11 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	I need it. I'm not sure I should take it, but I'm going to trust Spike. Tara I'm sorry I'm so useless. I want to help but I know I can't right now. (Reply to this) (Parent)