August 15th, 2009

[info]rascal_phoenix in [info]chaosu_ooc

Leaving the Game

Uh, alright. I really can't believe I'm doing this, but I haven't been "feeling the magic" for quite a while. Man, this is so hard. I'm going to have to leave CU. While I've had tons of fun and have made a lot of great friends here (friends I hope will stay in touch with me? D:), life has been pulling me in other directions and I just don't feel as connected to this game as I once did. I love the interactions, the developments, the drama, and the plotting, but I'm just so drained. Blame RL, blame my lack of willpower, but I just can't feel motivated about the game anymore.

I know some people had major plans regarding Sal's finale, and I apologize. But everyone here is remarkably creative and talented and there will be so much else to do. For my remaining characters, Dorian and Sal's "time ran out". Sal's insanity will have pushed him to the edge, and his body deteriorates into ash. Dorian will find that his body is unable to handle the physical and emotional strains of this world and will ask that his souls be taken to heaven. Meanwhile, I can have Sandalphon kill Tailypo, having caught him trying to get back into Asgard's property. As for Sandalphon herself, you can say she's always there, but she's silently watching.

Again, I hope people keep in touch. I really see you guys as a kind of family to me, you know? You've been good to me for the 1+ year I've been here. I really do apologize for being so abrupt. I love you guys! ♥

Edit: Also, if everyone would be so kind as to ICly take note that Blythe left farewell messages to Asgard and Niflheim? I emailed the players who received personal letters from her, but I wanted everyone to know that while I didn't post her letters in her IJ, I know it wouldn't be IC of her to leave without a word. She explained herself to Asgard and told them that they were the best family she could have ever had and that she'd try to keep in touch with them. As for Niflheim, she said "up yours" (paraphrased) to the really bad inhabitants, and spoke kindly to the ones who were nice to her. I hope this isn't too much trouble! I appreciate it, and thank you! ♥