May 25th, 2008

[info]rascal_phoenix in [info]chaosu_ooc

I Need To Explain Myself

This is a short post, so I don't think I need to add a link thing.

I just...argh, I'm not looking for pity or a free pass or anything like that. I just wanted everyone to know that I am ADD, dyslexic, and have severe anxiety. I know everyone's ADD these days, but it's really debilitating for me. I'm just saying if something happens in a post or a thread or a comment even, and my characters never exactly responded as they should, or if I missed something important, or even if I forget an entire person - it's not deliberate.

I get really freaked out when other characters start calling out my characters for screwing up when it's not them, it's me. This is also sometimes why I go on hiatus, because the anxiety gets so heavy that I need to leave.

Trust me, I'm not saying this so that people pat me on the shoulder and coddle me - believe me, that sort of thing drives me crazy, because it's not like I'm doing this for attention. I never, ever want to come across as someone who's bitching for attention. I just wanted to people know that it can get really hard for me.

I guess this is also a good time if anybody else wants to get anything out there, if they feel like they'd like to share if they have anything we should know about. I'm not offering it to put people on trial, and I'm not forcing anyone to 'explain themselves', I just wanted everyone to know that I got your back, okay? I love you guys, and I would never be all, "Well, great, he/she's got depression, but that's not an excuse." Because it's really important.

I'm sorry and thank you, everyone!

[info]1st_lord in [info]chaosu_ooc

New Characters

From now on unless you're already in the game, the application has to be absolutely stellar. xD I say this because I will not ever "refuse" new people if their applications prove themselves to be wonderful but I also don't want CU to swarm with eighty or more characters. Heheh.

We have two new characters, though, that will come into the game tomorrow. Monday. They have not been added to the Places of Interest or the Quick Add YET, but they will be soon.

For Hell we have Walter Sullivan ([info]holy_assumption) from Silent Hill 4. He will be rooming with Balam in Room 207.
For Heaven we have Glitch ([info]synapse_glitch from Tin Man. He will be rooming with Will Graham in Room 303.

Welcome! My computer is misbehaving TERRIBLY at the moment but I am determined to get edits and character replies done tonight/tomorrow morning. I'm not really sure what's up with my computer at the moment but i'll try to fix it soon...xD Anyway, because of the computer problems I wanted to say that when I DO manage to get the updated lists and everything up, I'll mention it in an edit to this post. =3