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Tweak says, "Would you like a jelly baby?"

Eliot Waugh (mixologistking) wrote in chances_net,
@ 2023-04-16 15:24:00

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marvel: matt murdock (mcu), ~ex: star wars rey skywalker, ~ex: the magicians eliot waugh, ~ex: the magicians julia wicker

The weather today is reminding me a bit of a fall day in New York. Cool and a light breeze. Makes me miss home, Brakebills, Bambi and all the things. I think I may have some hot chocolate.

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	mixologistking 2023-04-16 10:18 pm UTC (link)
	You can have cider anywhere. [Matt] Things are sideways with Q a bit. We sort or argued Friday. Same shit, different day. I'm just tired and shit. Well, that's good I guess? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	damngoodlawyer 2023-04-16 10:36 pm UTC (link)
	Sorry, I meant good cider. ;) [Eliot] I'm really sorry. He seemed kind of tense and moody when I came over for drinks, since you had other plans, but he didn't tell me why. I didn't stay long. I'm here for you, though, if you want me. Eh, it's just life. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Eliot \| Matt mixologistking 2023-04-16 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	If I want you? You're my boyfriend. Why do you always make it a question when asking if I need you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Eliot \| Matt damngoodlawyer 2023-04-16 10:50 pm UTC (link)
	I haven't been a boyfriend for a very long time. It's early enough days that I'm still not sure where the boundaries might be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Eliot \| Matt mixologistking 2023-04-16 10:54 pm UTC (link)
	But you have been a boyfriend, you've had relationships. There is no boundary. You're there for those you love and care about and you shouldn't have to ask. Especially when I told you I need you now with everything thing that's been going on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Eliot \| Matt damngoodlawyer 2023-04-16 10:58 pm UTC (link)
	We've had very different experiences when it comes to relationships, and now that's a thing I know about you and your expectations. Where are you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Eliot \| Matt mixologistking 2023-04-16 11:11 pm UTC (link)
	How are our relationship experiences so different? Because I've dated men and you women? Because you don't know a lot about my relationship experiences/history other than what I've said about Quentin. Me and my expectations? Ok. I just got home a few minutes ago. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Eliot | Matt

damngoodlawyer
2023-04-16 11:28 pm UTC (link)

My longest girlfriend died, and when she came back from the dead, she tried to kill me and destroy the city I love. It's got nothing to do with gender or anything like that. It's about trust and having a healthy respect for one another. I honestly can't tell if you're trying to pick a fight over this or start an argument, and I have no idea where it's coming from.

Do you want me to come over?

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Eliot | Matt

mixologistking
2023-04-16 11:47 pm UTC (link)

The fact remains that you don't know a lot about my relationship experience/history. And if you want to talk tragic and sad relationships I can do that. It's not a contest. I'm not trying to pick a fight. You would know if I was. It's coming from you always asking if I need or want you. Like you aren't capable of just saying 'I'm here for you'. Period. That's all I really need and for it to be shown.

I don't know.

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	Eliot \| Matt damngoodlawyer 2023-04-17 12:01 am UTC (link)
	I'm here for you. I can't put it any more plainly than that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Eliot \| Matt mixologistking 2023-04-17 12:21 am UTC (link)
	I know. I'm tired and not sure I'd be any good tonight. If you want I can come over tomorrow. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Eliot \| Matt damngoodlawyer 2023-04-17 12:24 am UTC (link)
	Funny thing, I'm here for the not-good, too. But, yeah, I'm open tomorrow. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Eliot \| Matt mixologistking 2023-04-17 12:35 am UTC (link)
	I like that, I know that. I remember asking you to remember I'm not "perfect" on my bad days. I'll be there after you get off work. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Eliot \| Matt damngoodlawyer 2023-04-17 12:41 am UTC (link)
	I remember. Doesn't change my feelings on the matter. I'll text you when I'm on my way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Eliot \| Matt mixologistking 2023-04-17 12:44 am UTC (link)
	I know. I'll see you tomorrow. <3 (Reply to this) (Parent)

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