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Letale Narrator--The Bellum Letale Mod Journal ([info]letalenarrator) wrote in [info]bellumlogs,
@ 2010-08-08 19:21:00

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Who: Everyone
What: The Final, The Last, The End
Where: Outside Bellum Letale
When: The morning after the masquerade.
Warnings: This is a party post.
Notes: I will not cry I will not cry I will not cry.

The limos pull along the quiet avenue leading to Bellum Letale, and the coming dawn is entirely obscured by midnight's black still. The entourage strongly resembles a funeral, but despite how hard they may look, if the hearse is ahead, the twists and turns of the looming buildings obscure death's coach.

Suddenly, light: but it is not the dawn. It's orange and yellow, a flickering, dangerous light, a candle flame with aspirations to the heavens. It's Bellum Letale. The roof is already consumed, licking heat kindling in the windows of the highest floors and spitting hungry tongues of fire out of the lower exits. The vehicles bearing every resident continue without pause, drawing all nearer, an oil slick puddling at the base of the burning building. The area is still vacant, and a harsh reminder of how the building itself drives off those who take no part in life within its walls.

Before the limousines allow their passengers to alight, there is a massive crash, and the balconies crunch inward within the building's skeleton. More collapsing supports throughout, as levels and walls give way to the heat, and the building goes lame a floor at a time. The locks click, and the doors open, allowing all passengers the freedom of the heat-choked air. Minutes pass as the flames grow more wild and the smoke thickens, until the sound of cracking timber is interrupted by a roar that makes the surviving trees sway and jolts the sewer covers from their beds.

Something pushes through the third floor windows, a limb the size of a redwood that glints of skin or scales. It rakes out, reaching beyond the boundaries of the building into the air--and finding nothing, curls back inward, drawing with it red hot steel beams and raining molten glass and burning splinters down among onlookers. Another earth-shattering below as the creature claws at the night air from successive floors, taking the building down chunk by flaming chunk, until the ruin sinks down into the basement in clouds of debris and choking smoke.

As dawn breaks in spectacular pink and orange rays, the fire is subdued by late-arriving servicemen, and the smell of doused charcoal overtakes all. There is no sign of whatever was within the building as it collapsed, and no witnesses except for those men and women so unfortunate as to be able to hear its death throes--these now homeless residents of Bellum Letale.

The new day breaks, and the smoldering ruins are all that remains. Heaps of brick, fluttering shrouds of burnt material, crushed furniture--and the sturdy stone outline of a stone wishing well, still untouched, buried in the crater of the cataclysm.


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[info]lemortvivant
2010-08-11 04:53 pm UTC (link)
The fact that Gabby was comfortable enough to give him space only made his respect for her increase, something that rarely happened with him - but then again, living in Bellum had been full of surprises. He almost felt like a different person, certainly not the same man who'd moved in months ago full of bitterness and anger. Maybe that was the key difference between himself and Erik - his fate was already written, whereas Bran still had a choice. He could move on and let go... which was exactly why he wanted to find Lotte.

He scanned the crowd as he moved amongst them, catching sight of some vaguely familiar faces and some that weren't familiar at all, but none was the one he was looking for... not until he caught a flash of blonde hair heading away from the crowd and hurried after it. "Lotte!" Even though she didn't stop, Bran kept weaving through the crowd until he reached her side and slowed. "Lotte... wait a minute." This time he refused to falter, and he took a deep breath. "I just wanted to say goodbye now that... well, now that we'll all be heading off in different directions."

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[info]still_lotte
2010-08-11 05:04 pm UTC (link)
Lotte was nearly to the street when Bran reached her side. She couldn't - and wouldn't - hide her grimace, grip on her bag tightening. Stopping for him was one of the last things she wanted to do now; she needed to get back to the storage unit, get her stuff out and move on. Wake Prince and do a better job of making sure he was alright.

But even with the realization she shouldn't - couldn't - let the guilt take over anymore, his request did make her stop. She looked up and with a tight expression, listened. Goodbyes used to matter. A few hours ago, she would have wanted one, insisted on one. Now, looking up at Bran she could only feel slightly relieved that he was here.

"I guess we will," she said, slowly. Her eyes moved past him for a moment before returning to him. Curiosity prompted the question. "Where will you go?" She wouldn't say where she was going as it wasn't his business and it shouldn't have mattered. Returning to Valerie was predictable enough.

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[info]lemortvivant
2010-08-11 08:59 pm UTC (link)
Bran saw her grimace, but this time it didn't deter him. He just wanted to say his goodbye and get as far away from Bellum as possible, hopefully never to return. He'd been an idiot to think that a building could define him in the first place - and even now he did hope that Lotte could find close and move on too. Maybe she'd managed to get over her fear of singing, despite what he'd done to hinder that.

He wasn't planning on asking where she was going, partly because he didn't really think it would be a good idea to know, but also because he didn't expect her to answer him. She shouldn't have to - but he had no problem with telling her his plans. There was no reason to hide it, after all. "I'm not sure," he admitted. "But I'm going... with a friend." He decided he didn't need to be specific, and he doubted she would ask too many questions. "I always thought that when I left I would just keep traveling like before, but now I'm going to try something different. Without Bellum... none of us are defined by our fables anymore." He shrugged, shifting his weight from one foot to another. "Anyway, I just... I wanted to wish you luck too. With whatever you do now."

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[info]still_lotte
2010-08-11 09:47 pm UTC (link)
It surprised her that he had a friend to go with, but she didn't question it. She had a suspicion that she wouldn't want to know who Bran's friends were. Once upon a time, she may have considered him one - but it didn't mean much now. Whoever he was going with, he'd probably duped as well in some fashion.

She shrugged, at the mention of fables not being defined. She didn't believe that for a moment. Not with her voices. They'd always be there - even if it wouldn't be as obvious now. Even if they didn't turn. The only way not to would be to lose contact with everyone from Bellum. "Good - good for you," she managed. She wasn't sure how much she meant it. She did want him to have a chance to settle in somewhere - at this point, not near her. Everyone deserved that.

Her eyebrows drew together as he wished her luck, before her eyes fell. Her own feet shifted - awkwardness coming into things despite all attempts otherwise. "I - I'm going to stop dancing," she admitted. It had nothing to do with where she was going and she figured this, at the least he could know. "I've never liked it. Hated it, actually." Though she'd said this only a few hours before at the dance, it still felt like a relief to admit it. "And I'm going to look for other options for work. There were people - people I can look up who knew my father." Her throat tightened. "I never thought to do that before, but I think I will now. To try again." She didn't say what but it didn't need to be stated specifically. Singing was the only thing that could ever be danced around like that.

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[info]lemortvivant
2010-08-12 01:26 am UTC (link)
At any other time her weak response would have bothered him, but not now. The whole point of this was to detach himself from her, and that meant ceasing to care what she thought of him. Bran knew he was far from perfect, and he'd given Lotte absolutely no reason to trust him despite the numerous chances she'd given him. He didn't want or expect her forgiveness or even her blessing, because he realized now that he didn't need it; he just wanted to let her know that it was over. Whether she believed him or not was beside the point.

He listened as she said she hated dancing, the words ringing a familiar chord that was lost when he said she was going to try again. She didn't need to explicitly state what she was going to try again... but she didn't need to. He already knew, and he was glad that she was going to give singing another chance. "I'm glad that you're going to try," he said honestly. "And I hope it works out for you."

Bran cast an unconscious glance over his shoulder, although since there were so many people around it was impossible to tell if he was looking at anything specific. He just needed to say what he wanted to and leave - this didn't need to be dragged out or prolonged. "I know you don't trust anything I say, and really, I don't care. I'm not saying this to convince you or... guilt you into forgiving me. This isn't about any of that." He paused, keeping his gaze forward instead of looking away. "I told you once that I was looking for something, and that's why I came here - but I didn't know what it was. For a while, Lotte, I thought it was you. After I heard you sing..." He trailed off with a sigh. "But I was wrong. I wanted you to sing again because your voice was too valuable to be put to waste, but even if you had started singing again it wouldn't have made a difference. I was looking for a purpose, something to make life worth it - because my music wasn't quite enough." He paused, glancing upwards almost thoughtfully. "I think, in the end, I did find what I was looking for. Which is why I'm not doing what I did before - moving from place to place like some kind of shadow." Gathering together what was left of his willpower, he finally reached his point. "I am sorry for what I put you through, but that doesn't change anything. The point is that I'm never going to see you again, and honestly? I'm fine with that." He wasn't being cruel, just honest. "And whether you believe it or not doesn't matter - I just needed to say it."

He waited a few moments before breaking the silence, feeling oddly lighter. "Anyway. That's... it, I guess. Other than goodbye."

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[info]still_lotte
2010-08-12 01:38 am UTC (link)
She didn't have anything to say in response to that, though her mind attempted to keep up with it. Curiosity nearly made her ask what it was he'd found but in the end it didn't matter. He could be saying this just to put her on edge - or he might have been honest. Lotte doubted she'd know anytime soon. And she was alright with it. She could handle it - because she was just as ready to move on.

Her eyes lowered lowered as he finished, lips pursing slightly. With a grimace, she pulled open her bag and dug around for the tape she'd tucked away earlier. Lotte stared at Faust for a long moment before holding it out to him. "I never gave you this one," she said, carefully. "I couldn't get rid of it, even when everything happened. It was my father's favorite - because the heroine in the end, takes care of herself. She doesn't let herself get tied down by anyone and she does what she thinks is right." Her hand went out a little more.

"I think I've realized that. And there's no reason to condemn Faust for what he did." Not forgiveness, but she understood and like him, she was ready to leave it as that for now.

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[info]lemortvivant
2010-08-12 06:30 am UTC (link)
Bran had prepared himself for any multitude of possible reactions, but being presented with a tape was the last thing he expected to happen. He stared at it for a moment until he realized what it was, but even then he wasn't sure why she was offering it to him. Not until she spoke and he realized what it was, however. Faust had certainly never been among the collection of tapes she'd given him... even that seemed so long ago, far more than mere months.

He reached out and took the tape, smiling a little as he turned it over in his hands. Lotte understood after all. "Thanks." His gaze lifted back up to meet hers, sensing that they'd both come to some kind of understanding... and that was enough. "Goodbye, Lotte."

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[info]still_lotte
2010-08-13 01:27 am UTC (link)
Lotte managed a sad smile as he took it, before exhaling. It did make her feel slightly better - lighter. But she wasn't going to do anything else now. "Goodbye Bran." There was a beat where she looked away to the building and then back to him, chin rising. "And good luck for you too."

She turned then, forcing herself to not look back. The fire engines moving down the street and trying to get through the traffic didn't help with getting a taxi. She headed down the familiar streets, pushing on until it was less congested and she saw a yellow cab waiting. Stepping to the edge and waving, she managed to flag it down. After confirming the location she did look back - just once - before slipping inside. The click of the door shut behind her was enough and her eyes closed. If they were stories and they mattered so much, maybe this was that was the end of this chapter. The next one, she knew would be better.

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