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Max Jordan | Mr. Hyde ([info]tooth_breaker) wrote in [info]bellumlogs,
@ 2010-07-30 13:42:00

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Entry tags:dracula, mr. hyde

Who: Vlad and Max
What: An unexpected run-in
Where: Somewhere in the city
When: Late at night sometime between August 2 and August 5
Warnings: Violence, swearing, existential crisis, and general angst.


It was the same tonight as it had been the night before. It was the same the night before as it had been the night before that. Honestly, Max was starting to lose track of his dates and days, as they were starting to blur into one. Ever since the Full Moon, Brian had started to crumble. It started when he no longer went to work. Max had had to send an e-mail from his account citing a "family problem" to keep Brian from outright losing his job, though both knew that he was on the edge. A dentist couldn't just disappear. Though Max knew little about dentistry - of his own free will, as he refused to take on Brian's interests - he knew enough to worry about Brian's future. But there were more pressing issues than being unemployed.

The apartment was filling up with empty bottles. Brian's drink of choice was whiskey, and the smell had permeated everything he owned. Even as he stood out in the crisp night air, Max knew that he smelled like he had crawled out of a bottle of Wild Turkey. His eyes were bloodshot, skin sallow and somewhat sunken from a prolonged diet of booze and corn chips. An uneven coating of stubble had grown over his jaw, prickly and almost as dark as the sweatshirt that hung from his broad-shouldered frame.

Though his knuckles were scuffed and split open, he didn't feel the pain as he drove his fist into the young man's hard jaw. He was a strapping lad, barely old enough to have graduated college. His skin was a dark obsidian that would surely hide the bruises left by Max's fists and whatever implements he had picked up in this abandoned alley. It was too late for heavy foot traffic, and they were situated far enough back in the alley for a normal human to never hear the boy's grunts and groans of pain as Max beat him over and over.

He could feel spittle collecting in the corners of his mouth as he pressed on, a fury of tangled limbs that rained down on the boy's bald head. Sometimes he'd let out a series of guttural sounds that shouldn't have come from a human being, but mostly he was silent. He'd never remember this boy's face again. It would fade from memory, lost with all the others. But this boy would remember him. He had found a rusted soup can and used it to carve a deep circle in the boy's flesh on his side, near his spine. It was a deep wound, biting through several layers of skin. Even with medical attention, it would almost surely scar.

It was a reminder. He was here. Max's little flag. He was here. This boy could not forget him now.

He was here.



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[info]nobleblood
2010-08-01 01:30 am UTC (link)
Vlad prided himself on being able to keep a cool head in every situation, no matter how hopeless or impossible it seemed. He knew firsthand that losing control and panicking never accomplished anything except to make things worse. The only problem was that he'd never had to deal with an issue quite like this before, one to which he really didn't have a solution. He hated feeling helpless, but try as he might he couldn't think of anything to fix the disaster standing before him.

"I know. This... is something I cannot understand because I have never been in this situation." It wasn't easy to admit that, and even in the middle of a dark alley the scowl marring his features was visible. "He knows you exist, but he has no idea how to get rid of you - and clearly he is making no attempt to do so." That was something, wasn't it? It didn't quite make everything okay, but it was better than Brian actively searching for a way to rid himself of his other side. He began to realize that standing in an alley might not be the best idea, especially not with an unconcious person. Max looked like he could use something to eat, and some coffee probably wouldn't hurt either.

"We should get out of this alley." He sighed, wishing he had something more helpful and productive to say. But if Brian didn't improve, then what hope did Max have? "I know it seems hopeless now, but I do want to help you."

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[info]tooth_breaker
2010-08-01 01:46 am UTC (link)
Damn right, he had never been in this situation. Nobody had been in it before. He was all alone. All alone on this entire fucking planet, and he shared his body with someone else. How Max could stay alone, totally alone, while sharing a body intimately with another person was just phenomenal. Maybe he was just talented. Or something.

"Of course he isn't trying yet, he hasn't been fucking sober since. Guy can barely walk a straight line. I'm amazed I'm even standing right now." Which wasn't a lie. Things were a bit spinny, but Max had developed a knack for remaining functional while inebriated. Call it necessity. "But he will. He'll try. And just...think about this." He held up a finger, waving it at Vlad. "If his brain made me to protect him. What happens when suddenly he has to be protected from me?"

His victory was a painful one, because it simultaneously spelled out his defeat. Deflating, he leaned against the wall, looking to Vlad with wary eyes. "You shouldn't be seen with me. Just in case. When I go down, you're not coming with me." His tone was petulant and sulking. "I owe you that much for trying."

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[info]nobleblood
2010-08-01 03:53 am UTC (link)
Yes, it was obviously painfully apparent that Brian had been neglecting his own well-being. The problem was that Vlad didn't know how to help a man he'd never met, not to mention a man he couldn't ever meet. If Brian put the pieces together somehow and recognized him, even faintly... it would be a disaster. He wanted to help Max, but not at the cost of his own life. He didn't have an answer because he couldn't pretend to understand the complexities of the human mind, and it took a moment of consideration before he spoke again. "Have you tried... communicating with him? Through notes or letters, I mean. If you two could come to some sort of understanding..." The idea sounded weak even to his own ears, and he trailed off in frustration. "Or at least try to convince him that there's no need for him to act the way he is."

The truth of Max's words couldn't really be denied, but he still hesitated to just leave. "I cannot just leave you here like this." Vlad was a lot of things, and in many opinions he was probably a pathetic excuse for a human being, but he wasn't going to just abandon his friend in some dark alley and let him continue this downward spiral on his own.

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[info]tooth_breaker
2010-08-01 09:17 am UTC (link)
Communicating? Max had been too afraid to try. He considered it many times, and had started to write a dozen notes at least. They all ended up on fire in the kitchen sink, washed down the drain to be eaten by the garbage disposal. He didn't know what he'd say. "Hello, I'm here, don't kill us"? "It's not so bad, at least you've got your health"? "So since we're living together now, maybe you should start cleaning up more"? Nothing seemed right. What did you say to the man that inadvertently created you, and clearly didn't want you?

"I...haven't...I used his e-mail to explain why he's not at work, so he doesn't get fired right off. He probably knows about that. I just...don't know what I'd say. Or if I should say anything." He sighed, burying his face in his hands. When Vlad refused to turn and leave, he scowled. "Stubborn fucking ass," he grumbled. "Fine. I could go for something to eat. Like pancakes. Do they have a place to get pancakes here this late?"

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[info]nobleblood
2010-08-02 05:42 am UTC (link)
"I'm not sure that saying nothing is really going to make things any better. Obviously you would need to word what you do say, if anything, very carefully. If he's afraid of you and what you might do... then trying to explain things could help him see that this affects you just as much as it affects him." It might be hoping for too much, but Vlad thought that maybe he could reach Brian if he went about it the right way. If he was a good man, then the sympathy card might work.

He wasn't entirely pleased with himself, but at least Max wasn't going to go out and kill anyone else. Luckily this was New York, and all-night pancake places weren't as impossible to find as some might have thought. "I do. I passed one of those twenty-four hour diner places on my way here. The pancakes are on me." He turned towards the alley's entrance, deciding that leaving the boy here was probably the best course of action.

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[info]tooth_breaker
2010-08-02 09:52 am UTC (link)
"Yeah, maybe," he grumbled. Though he doubted it. Brian was a peaceful man that detested violence. Max's own theory on that was that he hated it because he wanted it, but couldn't bring himself to participate. That was why he existed. As much as Max was protection, he was also a channel for things. He was a channel for all those things that Brian couldn't admit. Realizing he had something like that might make Brian's poor head explode. "Or he might just strangle me." He paused, glancing to Vlad with a sigh. "He really liked that wife."

As Vlad encouraged him to leave the alley, Max reluctantly followed. "Okay," he said, walking with a slight swagger as they exited the alley. Max never gave another thought to the unconscious boy, focused on walking without falling off the sidewalk. "If anyone asks, you can just say I'm, uh, homeless or something." He definitely looked like it. Scratching at his uneven stubble, he sighed. "Not like this face even fucking exists."

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[info]nobleblood
2010-08-04 04:36 am UTC (link)
"Well, what's done is done. Attempting to explain things could not make anything worse - if he can relate to you, even in a small way, then it will be harder for him to hate you. He needs to see you as an actual human being rather than... just a monster." It was by no means perfect logic, and odds were that it probably wouldn't even work - but he couldn't think of anything else. Brian would sink as low as to attempt suicide, and if he was successful... then what?

Vlad swallowed down a laugh that would have been entirely inappropriate, and nodded. "This is New York. There are all sorts of people living here - I doubt anyone would stare at you too long. You could be my homeless brother who I've returned for in order to get you the help you need." He attempted a laugh, even though there wasn't much about the situation that was funny.

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[info]tooth_breaker
2010-08-04 11:38 am UTC (link)
A monster. That's what Brian thought he was. He knew the other man was watching the news, cringing every time a spunky reporter discussed a new attack. "Yeah, maybe," he said reluctantly. "I know that..." He cringed, rubbing the back of his neck. "I know he's been thinking about turning himself in. You know, to get us both put in jail." He sighed. "But with the building, that shouldn't work too well."

At Vlad's suggestion of their cover story and false laugh, Max glanced over at him with a stony expression. "That's a retarded idea," he said flatly. "There's no way we're brothers. I'm way better looking than you." He paused for a brief second before bursting out into hysterical laughter, slapping his knee and doubling over to lean on his thighs for support. For the first time since the Full Moon, he was laughing genuinely. Not out of mania, not out of panic, but just laughing.

It felt great.

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