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Tony Stark (snarky_bastard) wrote in angelcomms,
@ 2017-02-13 23:19:00

Entry tags:

steve rogers (captain america), tony stark (iron man)

Text to Steve
So I don't remember half the stuff I said to you last night.
So if I was a dick, I'm sorry.

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	Steve \| Tony snarky_bastard 2017-03-10 11:19 pm UTC (link)
	I know that you are. I know you're both here. I just, I can't reach out. I just can't. It's not personal. I wasn't raised to take help. You're an amazing person, Rogers. I can't believe that that was ever the case. And I know for a fact that Blondie thinks the sun shines out of your ass. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Tony defrosted 2017-03-14 11:27 pm UTC (link)
	We're all here. And I know, but this is a little different if it helps to think of it that way. You didn't meet me when I was an annoying little punk who picked fights he couldn't win is all I'm saying. We've all had those moments in life is all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Tony snarky_bastard 2017-03-15 03:52 pm UTC (link)
	I know you're all here. Although I don't want to take any help from Barnes. It doesn't help, not much. I still am very reluctant to take help. I can't believe that's ever been true. You are the most goody two shoes person I know. Besides maybe Blondie. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Steve | Tony

defrosted
2017-03-16 05:54 am UTC (link)

I'm glad you do. Just...reach when you need us. I know that'll be hard but you're brave enough to make it happen.
Hey, you don't have to, then. Only from those of us you're okay with asking.

You can do it. I believe in you and that you'll know the right moment to ask.

It was true. Bucky could tell you all kinds of stories, if you were speaking to him. I weighed about 90 pounds soaking wet, and I thought I could take on the world.

Turns out I couldn't.

He IS kind of isn't he? The soldier and his brave knight. We're quite the pair.

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Steve | Tony

snarky_bastard
2017-03-18 12:01 pm UTC (link)

I don't know that I agree.
That I'm brave enough, that is.
But I appreciate that you think so.
I know that too.

Help isn't something I was trained to take.
Even if I know we all need it every once in awhile.
I'm afraid that my stubbornness is going to take precedence.

Everyone thinks that, when they're kids.
I thought that, and I definitely didn't weigh more than you did.

No one can, take on the world, that is.

God, you two make the most nauseatingly perfect couple ever.
You are really good together.
I wish I had that. Someone who loved me like he loves you.

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Steve | Tony

defrosted
2017-03-19 12:12 am UTC (link)

Well, think of it this way
Captain America doesn't lie
especially not to his co leader.

Then we'll find a way to sneak it past you
Until it's too late and you've been helped.

Well, it was cute when I was an actual kid.
But when I was eighteen, hacking up a lung and bleeding and coming back for more from a normal sized guy?
Yeeeah.

Well, who says he isn't coming?

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Steve | Tony

snarky_bastard
2017-03-22 03:56 am UTC (link)

I'd like to believe I'm your co-leader.
But we all know I'm not.
I do believe that you don't lie, though.

If anyone could, it'd be you and Blondie, Old Man.
It's just not something that's easy for me.

You really need to learn not to pick fights that you can't win.
I'm not saying don't try, but don't put yourself in a position to be hurt, either.

I don't know. Banner disappeared...
And even if he hadn't, he didn't want me like that.
No one wants me like that. I'm no good.

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Steve | Tony

defrosted
2017-03-30 06:54 am UTC (link)

Yeah well, you ought to be.
I mean is there a way to make that official?
ESPECIALLY now that I know that you won't back down when you don't agree with me. I need somebody to check me about as much as you need somebody to check you. So it makes sense.

That's probably true. We're determined old men with nothing else to do.
Might as well find a way to help.
And I know. We'll figure it out so it does work for everyone.

Well, now you sound like the last person you wanna be told you sound like.
But yeah, I was pretty bad when I was younger.
Didn't stop at all.
Remind you of somethin'?

I...yeah that happened.
But there's other people here, from other places.
It's like a chance to meet somebody you'd have never met at home.
Maybe that way'd be better. Someone who likes you just for you and you could know for sure then.
Or something.

But don't give up. You are.

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Steve | Tony

snarky_bastard
2017-04-03 08:30 am UTC (link)

I'm not going to disagree with that. We both need checked on occasion.
If you think that I'm good enough to be your coleader than okay.

You two are definitely old men with nothing else to do.
I can't believe that you two really found each other.
He loves you, Steve. More than I've ever seen anyone love anybody.
It's really kind of sweet.

Oh shut up, you tell me I sound like Howard and I'll kill you.
You need to not go back to that.
I was pretty bad when I was a kid myself.

I don't know that I really deserve to have someone.
I'm not good, Steve. I'm broken.
Someone shouldn't have to put up with me like that.

I'm not, Steve. And I know it.

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Steve | Tony

defrosted
2017-04-04 06:52 am UTC (link)

Tony, I know you're good enough.
I've got every bit of faith in you.

Neither can I. There's this weird sort of magical thing about it.
Am I allowed to get that sappy? I'm not sure if we shouldn't have a jar for THAT.
It is though.

What? Oh Geez, no, I meant Bucky.
That's what he always used to tell me.
Probably still would if I did.
Wow two of you. But no, you're right.
I got my chance to pick the right battles, I think. I learned since then.
I can believe that somehow.

I don't know that I think it's true that being broken precludes the rest.
I mean you're not expecting somebody to fix you, and that's not on them.
But somebody loving you and helping you? It's different, you know?
And broken doesn't mean that you'll always feel exactly like you feel now, yeah?

Well, not in most of our eyes if that helps at all.

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