Zacharias Hevel Smith (gaysmithee) wrote in ageofdarkness, @ 2010-03-29 21:16:00 |
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Entry tags: | terrence higgs, zacharias smith |
Never Simple
Who: Zach and Terrence
What: Girl advice
When: Monday afternoon, before dinner.
Where: Zach's Room
Why: Here drama, there a drama, everywhere a drama llama.
Warning: PG? Talk of sexy time?
Status: Incomplete
Zach had not expected talking with Tracey about their feelings and the idea of a relationship of some kind to be easy. In fact, he had considered the possibility of her even avoiding him or the topic for a while. He had not expected her to simply disappear. It was not her fault, really. She had been drunk. If Zach had only returned to reading journal entries that night...He had been practicing hexing journals more private from afar, mostly on servants' entries, but it would have been useful then.
Instead, all he got was her letter delivered by owl with rather few words in it. He had seen the entry and Umbridge's response by now, so he knew what it was about, but it was impossible to have a conversation without her.
That left him with the ability to overthink and overanalyze how to go about talking to her until he got the opportunity. Zach knew somewhat about her family, knew her thoughts on love and relationships, and well, he disagreed with them almost entirely, but it was not like he had any shining examples they both knew well. The Malfoys seemed happily married and in love. His parents were not exactly shining stars he wanted to use. They weren't horrible either for it, but they weren't what he wanted.
In fact Zach didn't really want what he knew anyone to have. He liked Tracey, yea, well more than as a friend, and he wanted them to be...have more, but that didn't mean he wanted to give up the possibility for more with the other people he liked (though the chances were incredibly slim). He just...one person? It felt odd to him. If he only happened to be with one person, then sure okay. But to close off everyone else in the world? That gave up opportunities for love. And given she was a girl, his preferred way of...well, shagging.
So which of those issues could T help with? Zach wasn't sure, but he hoped at least one of them if not more.