InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "I....need some coffee"

Bellatrix Lestrange (first_bellatrix) wrote in _firstwar_hist,
@ 2009-11-13 01:58:00

Entry tags:

* complete, 1974, bellatrix lestrange, sirius black

Who: Bella and Sirius.
What: Bella is the worst patient ever and while sick Sirius goes to visit.
Where: Lestrange Manor.
When: Some time in 1974.
Rating: PG for drug use.
Status: Closed/Complete.

Really Bella was the worst kind of patient ever. When sick she was very much a petulant child, always had been and more than likely always would be. She tolerated nothing and no one when she wasn't feeling well and if things were not just how she wanted them when she wanted them in such a way then whoever the closest person to her was ended up paying dearly for it. The past couple of days that person had been Rodolphus. Bella wasn't exactly thrilled at the way she treated him after all her snapping at him had lead to more than one fight and when it was all said and done with she felt worse than she had before they started arguing. He knew how she was though. He had known before they married and yet he had still gone through with it and now he was suffering for that choice. The latest fight had been a stupid one. Earlier in the day she had started running fever and as such her body couldn't make up its mind whether it wanted to be hot or cold and she was constantly changing the temp in the room. Rodolphus had come in and open the window complaining that it was far too hot in there for her to be comfortable or for her to have any chance of feeling better and the moment the cooler air had rushed through the room she had raised her had and thrown the nearest thing to her at him - which unfortunately had been one of his mothers crystal vases. His reaction had been volatile to say the least and it had ended with storming out, stating that he would return later with some water and soup for her.

The moment the door closed she had hexed it shut and barred anyone from entering before tossing her wand aside and curling back up underneath the blankets. Most would have found it rather amusing if they could have seen the heiress of the Black family as she was at that moment, curled up in the middle of her bed, blankets drawn up so far so that the only thing that showed on her was the top of her head and a bit of her black hair against the pillows, and complaining like a child. Even though there was no one around to hear her do so she was still complaining. Bitching about the fact that now she was freezing, her throat hurt from screaming at him, her stomach hurt cause she hadn't eaten anything all day due to the fact that everything she ate ended up coming back up, the fact that her bed was too soft while being too hard at the same time. How she hated Rodolphus for not leaving her alone but at the same time leaving her alone. The poor man could not win for loosing while she was sick, no one could really when they came too close to her and disrupted the feel of her room.

Sighing softly she burrowed further down into her bed, drawing the covers around herself tighter as her teeth chattering and wondered what would be the possibility of being able to get some sleep while feeling like this. As much as she loved Rodolphus she hoped that he and the house elves stayed away for a while and left her be in her own misery, for that described her perfectly in that moment, utterly miserable.

(Read comments) - (Post a new comment)

first_bellatrix
2009-11-14 08:41 am UTC (link)

This really was rather comfortable sitting there like that with him doing what came naturally and comfortably to them. She couldn't even begin to recall the number or times they had sat like this. It didn't matter if they were talking or not even the silence with them was comfortable. Bella never ceased to be amazed at how comfortable she was with him, even more so than her own sisters. There were times that she forgot he was just a cousin and not a sibling and that if her grandfather had not married her aunt to a cousin that Sirius wouldn't exist, that she wouldn't have this comfortable existance or a companion to share everything with. Sure she had Rodolphus and there was no doubt that she loved him with everything she was, but with Sirius it was different. It was easier and effortless and flawless and she never had to think about what she was doing when with him. It all just came to her and to hem naturally. There were days when with Rodolphus that it was an extreme challenge and all she was able to do was think about the next move and what it was going to do to them. But that was part of the reason why she loved him so much. Where as with Sirius she didn't have to think and it was easy with Rodolphus he always kept her on her toes and always kept her thinking and guessing. She was lucky to have the best of both worlds and she knew it. It wasn't something she ever planned to give up, ever. Not if she could help such a thing.

A low rumble of laughter came from her as he described what he wanted. Leave it to the Black family to always want someone who resembled them. It had been the same with Bella when she had pictured her first time. One like her only in the body of a male. She had her tastes and she wasn't about to change them for anyone.

"They don't come much younger than yourself love. The high class bordello's don't allow it. They really don't like to go much younger than sixteen to be honest but they make exceptions for certain cases. You might have to deal with someone slightly older, but don't worry, at the bordello's there is something for everyone, you just have to be patient enough to look for it and find it." It wasn't until she stopped speaking that it dawned on her who his description fit and for a moment it struck her as a bit odd and perhaps just a bit much but she brushed the thought off and blamed it on whatever was floating around in her system. Though it didn't stop the thought from tumbling out of her mouth.

"You know, if I were younger, I would fit your description perfectly. Its a bit odd if you think about it but at the same time not I suppose. Besides its not like it would be that far fetched in our family anyhow. I mean your parents are cousins after all. And I can honestly say that if I were younger it wouldn't bother me to do such a thing for you." This was the problem with Bella when she was high, aside from everything else that happened to her when she was in such a state the filter that was normally in place that prevented most thoughts from leaving her brain was gone and whatever came to mind came tumbling out. Some would find it amusing but in instances like with what she had just said, someone would take offense at it. Luckily none of those people were around to do such a thing.

(Reply to this) (Parent)

(Read comments) -