InsaneJournal

BESTIES. I AM HAVING A CRISIS.

What's the crisis babe?

i STILL haven’t answered Lucy May and i am THE WORST and i am 3000% overthinking this whole arsed idea and pretty sure I had a panic attack IN MY SLEEP last night. How is that even possible?

Oh no! But you’re allowed to take your time. Also hugs

We can always pro and con this. What’s got you overthinking it?

Um.... EVERYTHING?

Like... can I quit my job? LIKE REALLY? AND OMG am I ready to be designing full time and BRIDAL?! WHAT?

I mean, you're totally allowed to freak out. This is huge, life changing stuff! But you're definitely capable of it! I think the real question is where do you ~want your career to go?

I mean, I want to be designing all the time. And as I walked through the estate I could already, like, see it? If that makes sense?

That makes sense. So pro and con. You’re freaking out about dropping your job, but is there anything else? Would you have the time for other things if you want to do them? Do the budgets check out? Have you got more safety net? Do you want to do it more than you don’t?

What Frank said! Also, do you want to be in business with family? That can get dicey. And your sister did just get fired for fucking on the job It sounds like a brilliant opportunity but definitely an eyes wide open one.

Everything you've wanted to do, you're already doing. I mean I come home and you're hard at work in your studio and everything that comes out of it is fire! Sorry, I needed to pump you up a bit. Other family supportive? I'm sure Victoire would be incredibly supportive. And doesn't Teddy keep bringing you outside contacts?

Ok. I actually have a lot more questions than answers now BUT you besties are AMAZING because they’re questions I really need to be answering and you’ve helped me... clarify a few things. ILU.