So my engagement lasted about as long as most celebrity marriages... It is what it is. I will be okay with a little bit of time.
In positive news I have been offered one of the last remaining spots for the Youth America Grand Prix try-outs. They are this coming weekend in San Francisco, it is last minute, but I am happy for the chance. It is the last year I am eligible to compete. I have already placed internationally in the Prix de Lausanne, so I could find work with a reputable company but this is something I want to do for me. Not for anyone else. To prove to myself I still have what it takes to perform competitively and because I love competing and ballet.