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Damian is son & (heir) wrote in repose,
@ 2017-06-12 17:56:00

Entry tags:

*forum, cat dubrovna, damian wainright, dia pavaar, dick greyson, eddie nelson, jason woods, leena bertolini, louis donovan, misha bellamy, ra's algol, sasha james, stephanie miller, tim dawson

Group: Jason, Dick, Tim, Stephanie, Leena, Dia, Misha, Cat, Sasha, Eddie; Naila; Louis
[Locked to Batfamily+]
[He includes Catalone, Nelson, and Sasha deliberately.]

If anyone has died, say so now.

[Locked to Naila a-K]
[In Arabic.] I saw your memory.

[Locked to Louis D, can be read by Misha B]
Tell me you are not injured once more.

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	Re: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-06-13 06:06 am UTC (link)
	Oh, yes. I have made an inquiry. They will sell it to me. As is. Is this what you wish? I will do it. I would like to ask a question. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W tithe 2017-06-13 06:07 am UTC (link)
	You got any inclination to run a carnival full of real strange folks? You go on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-06-13 06:09 am UTC (link)
	Do you? Have I made you feel worse, rather than better? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W tithe 2017-06-13 06:12 am UTC (link)
	I ain't made for running things, Dami. No. I already felt awful bout it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-06-13 06:16 am UTC (link)
	Then I will do it. I thought you would be pleased. I do not understand. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W tithe 2017-06-13 06:18 am UTC (link)
	I don't want you doing something you ain't inclined to do, even if I love you for being real willing to in order to make me happy. I felt bad already. You didn't do a thing to make me feel worse any. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-06-13 06:21 am UTC (link)
	I want to see you play. I can hire someone to be the ringmaster. No? You understand that is not reassuring. It is fine, Misha. I should not have asked you to speak about me, when it is you who is feeling poorly. You are too keen to do so already. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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tithe
2017-06-13 06:26 am UTC (link)

You can, but you got to care bout the place to make it flourish. You got to be invested, or I reckon what happens now will happen again. It's a strange place, and it's got folks that ain't regular, and it needs loving. We should go see it, you and me, so you ken what I mean.

This ain't your doing, Dami. I don't comprehend it is all. I ain't never felt it, and it don't feel good, and I ain't got a clue how to make it go.

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	Re: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-06-13 06:30 am UTC (link)
	As long as I can go to the Capital at night, I do not care what needs doing. I will do it. I know it is not my doing. But, I do not think you would feel reassured if I told you, no, you had not made me feel worse. I had already felt horribly. No? [...] Is there anyone of yours that you wish to speak to? [Ugh.] Jude? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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tithe
2017-06-13 06:37 am UTC (link)

I want you to see it first. Not during the day when it slumbers, but when it's lit and living.

I reckon it would depend if I made you feel better in general, even if I couldn't help you feel better bout that one thing. You make me feel better bout things in general, always, no matter what it is I'm despairing over. And there ain't a soul I'd rather talk with. Dami, Plum, I get melancholy some. It ain't a thing that's new.

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	Re: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-06-13 06:52 am UTC (link)
	You will take me? I know. But, if this has never happened, with the talking, then there must be a reason, no? That is how it works. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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tithe
2017-06-13 07:03 am UTC (link)

I will, if you're inclined.

I keep thinking how I got it all wrong with Sasha, and then it feels like they don't like me a whole lot. Eddie never did like me much, and I ain't sure if it's just I ain't human nough for your kin. Jason and Dick, them I reckon I do best with. And your daddy, but he's gone now, and I reckon that don't help much, since he's the one took me in.

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	Re: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-06-13 07:09 am UTC (link)
	I am inclined. I would like to go. That does not matter. Father does not matter. You are my boyfriend. As for Sasha, what do you mean? When you apologized? Stephanie will like you. Leena likes no one, including herself. Who else is there? Dawson? Dawson is inconsequential. The only ones who stand me are Greyson and Woods and Miller as well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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tithe
2017-06-13 07:12 am UTC (link)

Tomorrow? They're having extra shows, so could be it won't be near dead like Abe says.

I ain't sure. It's just a feeling, and I know I ain't feeling right just now. I'm feeling fussed and sad and melancholy, and like there ain't a thing I want that fits right in my skin. Truth is, I just want music and quiet and you, and to get this empty sadness out of my head some.

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heir
2017-06-13 07:20 am UTC (link)

It will be a date. [He is trying for 'it's a date,' but he misses the target somewhat.]

Will you play for me? [...] You must allow yourself some gentleness, Mishael. This nightmare memory business affected you in ways it did not me, others. I know that only makes you dwell on your otherness, but that is not the point. The point is, if I had just endured something trying and difficult, you would not expect me to not recuperate, regardless. There was much [...] sadness. It would make sense too that that would get to you. You want to help, but these things are already done. You experience others' emotions, as you are empathetic. That makes this draining as well.

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	Re: Misha B/Damian W tithe 2017-06-13 07:22 am UTC (link)
	You dressing up pretty for me and holding my hand? You never call me that. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W tithe 2017-06-13 07:22 am UTC (link)
	[Added after:] Will you play for me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-06-13 07:25 am UTC (link)
	Yes, if you will allow me to. I was reminded of it in your memory. The one Leena referenced. You spelled it out upon my knee. Yes. Do you wish to get a piano? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W tithe 2017-06-13 07:28 am UTC (link)
	We should go on a real date, so you can make good on that promise. The one where I was hard as rocks for you, seems like. No. I want your violin. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-06-13 07:44 am UTC (link)
	Is this not a real date? What is a real date? You say it as if there is but one memory thus. It was the night we met. Okay. I will play my violin. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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tithe
2017-06-13 07:46 am UTC (link)

I reckon it can be, if you're inclined. A real date, I reckon, is when someone asks the other person out, and they go do something romantic. It's different some from just hanging out together.

You said it was the same one, so I reckoned there was just the one. Wouldn't be real surprising if there was more, come to think on it. Are you real shamed bout it?

Thank you.

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	Re: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-06-13 07:50 am UTC (link)
	Would you go do something romantic with me, then? I am not shamed. Are you? You are welcome, habibi. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W tithe 2017-06-13 07:56 am UTC (link)
	Whenever your pretty little self desires. No. I ain't real big on shame. I want you fierce, and I don't give a fig who knows it. You can say that to me too, once you come. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W heir 2017-06-13 07:58 am UTC (link)
	What shall we do? What is romantic? Dinner is what I have gathered from the internet, presently. I do not either. I enjoyed the memory greatly. I did not know you felt so, that very nice. I will do this, only say where. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Misha B/Damian W tithe 2017-06-13 08:01 am UTC (link)
	You'll be too far cross the table dining. A movie? You ever been? What did you reckon I felt? Once you're done with your kin. I think it's real pretty you posted at them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)