blaine (teenagewreck) wrote in llg_au, @ 2011-05-05 15:45:00 |
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Entry tags: | come back around-verse |
(college 'verse) he's stupid and i have better hair anyway
The past week had been filled with text messages full of avoidance. It wasn't as if he owed Kurt any explanation - he had made it clear that they weren't dating. Still, he found a small sense of satisfaction when texting him things like 'can't, brenden's in town' or 'maybe another time, brenden's taking me to dinner.' He wore the tell-tale little bruises on his neck as a sort of badge of honor. (Along with the playful jeering from his co-workers. One girl had even been confused because 'I thought you were dating Kurt!') Here was a boy who was willing to just be him, instead of hiding in the backseat of a car and lying to their friends. Blaine was someone's again, and it felt wonderful.
Of course, the week had ended and Brenden was gone - leaving Blaine just as broken as the day they had ended things. His ex-boyfriend had offered some crappy explanation of 'it was fun, right? we had fun.' He had only come back into Blaine's life for a good time, it seemed.
And now he felt like absolute shit.
He sat in one of the booths towards the back of the Lima Bean, an uncharacteristic coffee cup in hand. Sue him for falling back into old habits, but he hadn't been sleeping much lately. Staring vacantly at his phone probably wasn't going to make it ring, but it was worth a shot. Maybe he hadn't meant it. They had been good together, right? Six months was nothing to shake a stick at.