|Patricia Stimpson (fainted) wrote in disorderjournal,|
@ 2018-02-25 14:53:00
|Entry tags:||patricia stimpson|
[FAILED PRIVATE WARD]
More howlers about things. Serious considering quitting but then what else can I do. Not like I am qualified to do much. Not like I do much. I feel like I should be doing more to help out rather than hiding. At least keeping up with the fitness thing from Roger so that's a positive. So I'm not entirely useless. But still sort of freaked out by the whole Death Eater attack and now sort of feel like the more shit happens the less I wanna even venture outside. But it is stupid to let fear, no more like worry, dictate my life. Really need to work on that whole don't feel pathetic thing cause I'm not, entirely pathetic.