Caroline Forbes (outofhershadow) wrote in zombieslogs, @ 2014-01-20 18:42:00 |
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Entry tags: | caroline forbes, stefan salvatore |
Who: Caroline and Stefan
What: being besties
When: now
Where: his cabin
Warnings: reliving the death stuff
There was a hole inside of Caroline's heart that time was doing nothing to mend. That was what people always said when you lose someone; time will heal. It was bullshit. Time just meant some new disaster would happen, and you'd have to push back the current loss to make room for the next. She hated thinking that way, but dying had made Caro a bit of a cynic. Losing her best friend had made her a huge cynic.
Bonnie's presence was still with her. It wasn't just the after effects of the magic, though she assumed that was part of it, but the fact that Bonnie had been a huge part of Caroline's world. She'd been through so much with her, and not having her with her now was devastating. How could she enjoy being back when her best friend was gone? Gone because she couldn't leave Caroline dead on the other side.
Living away from the prison made coping a little easier. She wasn't constantly being slapped in the face with reminders of her time with Bonnie. Alcide and Tyler were attentive and wonderful, and she loved them both. They seemed to understand that she was still angry and sad, and they didn't push her to just get over it. Caroline was grateful for that.
It was driving her crazy that they wouldn't leave her as the moment of her death would occur each day. How many times were they supposed to endure it with her? Of course if roles were reversed and one of them was going through it, she would be hard pressed to leave their side too. It was hard to deal with from all sides.
Today she wanted a break. She wanted to get out of her place and their hair, and she really wanted to see Stefan. They had so much distance between them before she died, and she didn't want that to continue now that she was back. So, she grabbed a bottle of wine and made the walk to his cabin where he was living with Damon, Rose and Lexi. She planned to check in on them too, but she really wanted to see Stefan.
As she stopped outside his door, she knocked and waited. Hopefully he was home.