Erica felt all the color rush from her face when he asked how she would know she wouldn't return here. Here where there are people. She really felt like running right now, just running and not looking back. She couldn't though and her hand went to her stomach reflexively. She couldn't have a baby out in the wild by herself because it would probably kill her or something. If it lived it wouldn't be long because what did Erica know about babies?
"M-maybe we ask Meredith if there's something I can take that won't hurt the thing." She said quietly and looked anywhere but Derek. She didn't like admitting when she was wrong but she hated letting people know they won by looking them in the eyes. "I can take it just before maybe it could help keep me calmer or something."
She put her fingers to her temples as all the sounds around her came rushing in. She'd lost focus because she was in absolute panic mode. She really didn't want to hurt anyone in here. She didn't like all of 'em but she'd never wish herself on them.
"Or if all else fails and I go totally psycho, Faith'll put me down with tranquilizers and we'll worry about the rest later." She finally brought her eyes up to Derek and just hoped he could contain her. Trying to force herself into feeling safe failed the second day she was here so safe was a relative term. Again. "Promise you'll stay with me though."