meredith fell is a cheater with good intentions. (icheat) wrote in zombieslogs,
Meredith swallowed, brown eyes darting down to the fingers gently brushing away a stray strand of her hair and then making a beeline from her thoat up her jaw. Maybe she shouldn't have thought for a second she could handle this place and everything it stood for. It was obvious what he wanted in return for his blood donation to the hospital and only Meredith's blood would do. The question remained if she would do it or not. Meredith had never been actually bitten by a vampire before; she had no experience at the feel of fangs sinking into her neck or the blood being sucked from her system. Yes, she'd seen it a few times, but she'd never been the victim in any of those moments. Now, it seemed more than a bit probable that she would be, at least, if she said yes to his propostion.
"What personal use would I have for such a characteristic present in your blood? None." Meredith's only concern rested with the occupants of the prison and those that would get injured no doubt in the battles to come. She had no desire to try vampire blood, especially for such a reason as it appeared hew as implying. Still, for her hospital, to help people, her main objective as a doctor, it could be very useful and benefical. "I really have no desire to taste vampire blood. I favor it only to help those in need of survival." The increase of sexual desire was a minimal risk in comparison to dying with it in your system and it wouldn't last long. "I have no need for an aphrodisiac, Eric."
She wouldn't lie. Meredith possessed a slight curiosity about this vampire and his blood. Part of her, a part she forced into silence, was even considering his offer, but no, she'd seen the humans addicted to blood and Meredith was more than a little frightened of becoming one. Still, to give it her patients without knowing the sideeffects herself seemed rather hypocritcal. She looked up, meeting his rather amused eyes with her own brown ones. His touch still made her skin tingle. "But, how dare I offer something to my patients that I would not take myself." The price would be her own neck for the hospital. "Though I think I know, what would be the price...to help the hospital?" Curiosity sent Alice down the rabbit hole to drug infested Wonderland, but Meredith was sure the consequences of leaving the door open, to allowing herself to be convinced, would be a lot worse.