what's so great about normal? (mrsevans) wrote in zombieslogs, @ 2013-02-14 19:11:00 |
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Entry tags: | liz parker-evans |
Who: Liz Evans.
What: Journal Musings.
Where: Her cell.
When: Late tonight.
Warnings: Come on it's Liz lol.
It's Feburary 14th and I'm Liz Evans. Max has been on my mind alot today. Of course, when isn't he on my mind? He consumes my thoughts day and night. It's been that way since the day he healed me. It's funny, I never really noticed him before that day. Looking back, I realize that he was ever present in my life. We attended school together, we were even in the same classed together year after year and I never noticed him until that day. If I had, maybe things haven't turned out differently. Then again, maybe not. No one really knows. Some things are just meant to happen in the order they do and everything we went through made us who we are. Max and Liz. The Alien King and his Human Queen. Huh. I never really thought about it like that before. With Tess gone, I'm technically Queen of Antar. What a thought! But then again, Ava's out there somewhere and the thrown rightly belongs to her. I'm sure she would make a better queen than I would. I miss her sometimes. I wonder what she's up to these days? I wonder what everyone is up to these days? I hope they're all well.
Isabel found her way here. I have one less person to worry about now. I'm not sure I like how she first contacted me, though. I don't like the idea of having my dreams invaded. I hope she gets smart and never does it again, atleast where I'm concerned. She's lucky Max hadn't appeared in my dream yet or she would have seen things that would probably give her nightmares! Lately my dreams about Max had been more vivid, more detailed, more ... arousing. I wake up in a sweat, out of breath, and a smile on my face. I hope Sydney doesn't notice. That last thing I want to do is explain to her that I was having a not so innocent dream about my husband. I'm sure Serena would love to hear about it, though. Not that I'm going to share my dreams with her. They're too personal to share with anyone, especially Isabel. I'm getting off track. Back to Isabel. Her being here gives me faith that everyone else will find their way here as well, Max especially. Isabel and I are the one he's most connected to in our group and it anyone can find us, it's him. In the perfect scenario, Max would show up here with Michael, Maria, and Kyle in tow. With how we all got separated, that's not very likely but a girl can hope! Hope it all I really have right now.