It didn't really make Jill feel any better. All it did was rise more questions about her future which everyone seemed to know about but her. There were bits and pieces from Adrian but it was like seeing and listening to things that didn't make any sense to her. Jill didn't realize how much she hated it until it was slapping her in the face.
She wasn't going to say it, though. Jill didn't want to make it seem awkward and she didn't want to whine about it although she knew that she would when nobody was around. Jill felt like she could scream and she wanted to so badly to relieve the pressure on her head. Why did this have to happen to her?
"I thought it was bad enough having to go to school and pretend to be someone. This is worse." Worse because they weren't in Palm Springs and worse because Jill had a lot of catching up to do.
Jill opened her mouth to ask Eddie a serious question but held it back. She was going to ask him if they were together because why else would Eddie kiss her like that? It couldn't have just been the heat of the moment or maybe that's all it was and Jill was simply overthinking everything.
"How much farther?" she asked, not wanting to complain but she was exhausted and she knew that her feeding was scheduled soon back home but Jill really needed something now to take the edge off.