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Bucky Barnes (
wintersoldier
) wrote in
wtnvgame
,
@
2021
-
04
-
25
18:05:00
Entry tags:
!text message
,
-player: dorian
,
-player: r
,
marvel: bucky barnes (mcu)
,
marvel: tony stark (mcu)
Bucky & Tony: "Sorry not Sorry" (PART 1)
#TEXTMESSAGES
....Tony?
BUCKY
You got him
TONY
It's uh
It's Bucky
BUCKY
Ah
That's-- not what you're saved in my phone as but continue
TONY
Yeah you're not exactly in my phone as 'Iron Man' so
...
...
about all that
BUCKY
Weird. Weird. That was weird.
TONY
It was very weird
BUCKY
Comforting. In a way. To know that my baseline level of morality could be a lot lower.
TONY
Yeah
I'm familiar with that feeling
BUCKY
I'm sure you are.
TONY
Yeah
I'm sorry about
you know
whatever that is
BUCKY
It's fine
It's not your fault
I mean, presumably not your fault
If it is your fault--
Weird.
TONY
Yeah
it was not my fault
BUCKY
I'm fine with it if we just pretend it never happened
TONY
It's
It's weird.
Like the memories of all of it.
They feel like my memories.
Or I guess
As much like my memories as any of my memories feel like
BUCKY
Yeah, I get that.
I can even remember parts of that person's life that I wasn't around for.
Things I thought had happened before I get there.
Those are fading faster. But they're still there.
Maybe i just remember remembering them.
Weird to think about.
TONY
I think I
I mean other me
Really liked you
BUCKY
Not as much as he liked Garak, clearly
TONY
No.
As much
Otherwise he would have left
BUCKY
You think?
Didn't just think I'd give him cement shoes if he did?
TONY
I probably also thought that
But it's [...] strange to think about that
BUCKY
The cement shoes?
Or the rest of it
TONY
You
It's strange to think about you
BUCKY
Yeah
I get that
TONY
I don't know how you felt about me
you were very hard to read
BUCKY
It's hard to describe
I think I loved you as much as that version of me could love anyone.
Admittedly I think that version of me was also at least considering an affair with his paperboy. I really need to have a conversation with Peter. But.
TONY
Bad people love people
They just don't always do the right thing
BUCKY
I guess I forget that sometimes
TONY
I've spent a long time being a bad person
BUCKY
No, you didn't.
TONY
Yes. I did.
BUCKY
To be a bad person, you have to have agency.
TONY
I'm not trying to set this up for you to try and defend me
okay that's not fair
BUCKY
I know.
But I've had an extra five years to think about this that you weren't around for. And i thought about it a lot for most of them.
And that's where I'm at with it. I guess.
TONY
I didn't know that Steve knew
BUCKY
Did you even know?
TONY
It's... complicated.
BUCKY
I know you said you did. But I also know you spent like two years in Wakanda trying to unfuck your brain.
TONY
I don't know how much you want to know
BUCKY
Not everything
TONY
Sometimes what I remember are my nightmares.
not the events themselves.
BUCKY
Do you have those a lot?
TONY
Only every time I'm asleep.
BUCKY
You know, I might be able to help
TONY
are you going to kill me?
sorry that was
that wasn't a very good joke
...
...
but it would help so
just saying
BUCKY
probably not
I was working on this program, binary augmented retroframing, before all of this crazy bullshit happened.
A therapeutic tool that I thought might help people with past-- shit that they needed to work through.
Something that can kind of create an interactive environment based on your thoughts or memories.
TONY
I hear what you're saying
and I'm not sure that an interactive environment based on my thoughts or memories would
you know
make me less crazy
BUCKY
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