No, no it's nothing like that. It's difficult to explain, it's just I suppose I feel this need to well not impress you as such, but just not disappoint you, or bore you or anything like that. It is you making me feel that way, but it's not your fault, so you can stop apologising. Yeah? That could be cool, thanks. As long as you're not just saying that, because I like Bristol myself. Might do us both good to try somewhere new though, not that you can get more new than this place by the sound of things.
Well here's the thing I didn't believe in hell before, because I didn't believe in God, so I'm confused really. It might be an idea though, just to be on the safe side, cos I'd rather not burn for all eternity either. Assuming I get another chance to move on, and decide to take it. Well between us I'm fairly hopeful he won't say no. Tell him I'll be on my best behaviour.