Alec Briscoe {has many regrets} (justoneregret) wrote in wizzywood, @ 2019-11-16 14:54:00 |
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WHO: Alec Briscoe and Thea Kuiper
WHAT: Unpacking that conversation with Dax
WHEN: Thursday 11/14; after this
WHERE: Alec & Thea's apartment
RATING|STATUS: TBD | In progress
The last hour had been a rollercoaster Alec never wanted to be on. He didn't want to deal with his birthday, he didn't want anyone to know about why he left home, or about his sexuality, or any of it. It was all painful to bring up and talk about, and he didn't want any looks of pity or to disappoint anyone. Because intellectually, he knew his mother had been wrong and that he deserved to be treated better. He knew there was nothing wrong with being gay. Internally, he knew all that. However. Knowing that didn't change the fact that there was still a bit of shame and a lot of fear. Dax's reaction was evidence that contradicted the voice in his head, but it wasn't enough to make him unafraid. After it seemed like the conversation had ended, Alec left his room and flopped down on the couch by Thea, his head resting on her leg. "Dax is a lot," he complained. "He found out about my birthday." |