Julien started pacing, back and forth because he wanted to go back inside and drift off but he couldn't leave the conversation where it was. "The bottom line is, he doesn't like guys, I kissed him when he was upset, he didn't want me to so obviously I took advantage of him when he was upset. I don't know why he thinks what he does but he didn't do anything wrong, and now he's dating someone else... that's fine." And he didn't know why this hurt so much, but it did. "Can I go now."