"And the last one... he's dating someone else. I was just, it was just a big mistake and I wish hadn't taken advantage of him like that but I did and I'm just gonna have to deal with that by myself so if you're gonna yell at me or hit me or whatever I'd appreciate it if you'd just hurry up and do it so I can get back inside." he said, not quite losing his temper but just desperately wanting this to be over so he could go back in and disappear into Daydreams. And he hadn't said he wished he hadn't kissed Alfie either.