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Ronald B. Weasley ([info]geroffme) wrote in [info]wished,
@ 2009-11-08 19:11:00

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Entry tags:!1997: 11, !complete, hermione granger, ron weasley

Who: Ron and Hermione
What: Camping, catching up with events back home
Where: The Forest of Dean
When: Today
Warnings: TBA

Ron sat by the remains of their little cooking fire, his journal sitting shut in his lap - after no more than a few minutes of taking in reactions to the latest tripe that passed for news, he'd been tempted to chuck the thing into the flames, and had had to stop for a bit. Now he was glaring off into the woods and trying to ignore the fact that he was still hungry. There was an enormous amount of soon-to-be-wasted food being left on tables in the Great Hall even as he sat here, he knew. He could practically smell it. He understood why they couldn't go back, of course (or at least, he thought he did - it didn't seem as though anything catastrophic had happened since they'd left, though, and Hermione was known for her abundance of caution), but living on the run was starting to take its toll, regardless. They were in plenty of danger out here, after all. And the locket was still very much with them, and sometimes it was hard to see the point.

When he caught himself trying to reconstruct the Sunday dinner menu, he reluctantly opened to where he'd stopped reading, a scowl on his face. "Glad you're all taking it so bloody well," he muttered viciously, kicking up a divot in the leaves as he turned a page. "Easy when you're full of steak and mash, I guess."



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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-09 02:55 am UTC (link)
Ron knew better than to voice his complaints about the food, or lack thereof. He glanced up at her as she walked by, trying to decide if that was an actual question - the kind he was supposed to answer, and not simply take as a very thinly veiled order to be quiet. - Well, it didn't really matter; there wasn't much of an answer to give, anyway. "Nothing new," he said, looking sourly back down at the open page. "Well. Fred's having a grand old time about something. Otherwise, nothing." He didn't know what he had expected, though. Hints? "Did you see anything useful?"

"I saw that Rita Skeeter can expect to spend the rest of her life in a very small jar," Hermione answered curtly, frowning and glaring at the fire, poking it again and then sitting the stick down and rubbing at her arms to warm them again. "And that there was some type of fireworks show at Hogwarts, and that Dumbledore..." Her voice trailed off here, thankfully not cracking. Dumbledore's funeral treated like an advert for a cauldron? It was sickening.

"There's an awful lot about Dumbledore," Ron continued for her, after a few moments of silence had made it clear she was finished. "Too bad about the funeral." He would have liked to have gone, of course. It didn't feel like something the three of them, especially, should miss. But they had to, because they were out here doing … whatever the hell it was they were meant to be doing. He wasn't convinced any of them really knew. "Hope they make sure no one from the Prophet comes along and mucks it up. They've done enough."

"Harry mentioned something about sending his wand to McGonagall..." Hermione sounded distant when she finally answered, like she was caught still thinking about something and not really paying attention to what Ron had said. "I told him I don't know how safe that would be right now, sending owls at all. I managed it once, and I was ...." She'd been terrified, really, but there was no reason to admit that.

"Did he?" First he'd heard of it. Of course, they'd all been avoiding each other by turns, depending on how the locket was being passed around, and he was sure - had spent a good chunk of time thinking about it, actually, the last time he'd been lying around with that miserable thing hanging off his neck - that there were plenty of conversations he wasn't privy to. "We could use all the protection we can get, anyway," he said with a shrug. "Whatever one more wand'll do for us, we need it more than she does." And there was something a little comforting about having Dumbledore's wand within reach, even if none of them could hope to use it as well as he had.

"Except it should be buried with Dumbledore, shouldn't it?" Hermione pursed her lips rubbing at her arms again, and if he was a gentleman he'd find some way to keep her warm, but of course he wasn't. "And that isn't the point, anyway. It's that Harry doesn't really need the reminder around all the time of what happened." She was sure he'd been having nightmares about it, though he wouldn't tell any of them about it.

Ron looked at her a little strangely. Harry didn't need the reminder, did he? They'd all stood there and watched him die, and he, personally, felt the wand was less a reminder of something horrible than a way to hold onto something that had slipped away. "I don't think Harry's going to up and forget if we ship it back off to school," he said, trying not to sound irritated. "I know I wouldn't," he added, pointedly. He picked up the stick that was standing in for a poker, and jabbed at the fire again, perfectly oblivious to her discomfort.

"Well, it's not our place to say," Hermione didn't even think about how she sounded as she said it, but the tone was bitter and more than a little bossy. She'd had the same sort of argument with Harry, though, so it wasn't as if it was only Ron that she was having problems with here. They were just going to all have to learn to deal with one another in these close quarters. They couldn't let the locket turn them against each other when things were a thousand times more stressful here than they had been at school.

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-09 02:55 am UTC (link)
"Why not?" He didn't think he should even have to ask, but it was obvious she wasn't about to explain herself. It would be one thing if one of them were spearheading the effort, if one of them seemed to have a solid plan - but they didn't, not even Hermione and certainly not Harry. He'd been closer to Dumbledore than any of them, but was that really more important than the practical considerations involved? "Anyway, it's not safe. - Like you said." So there was not point talking about it. The miserable little fire called to mind the much more robust example that was no doubt warming the common room quite nicely. He tugged his jacket more tightly around himself.

"Because with all of us at each other's throats it's better to learn to pick our battles," She grumbled, under her breath and obviously not for his benefit. It was an honest answer, though, at least. They couldn't keep bickering like they had been and expect any of them to be at their best.

He couldn't quite make out what she'd said, but he thought he'd picked up the gist of it. He dove back into his journal, in response. There were a lot of things he wanted to say, or at least questions he wanted to ask, but he could see each and every one of them opening a rift he didn't want to have to work to patch again. Morale was not running high. Everything was working against them, from the locket to their limited use of magic to the lack of food, right down to the weather … He looked up at her again, feeling a little stupid as he started to shrug off his jacket. "Here," he said, not very gracefully, half-flinging it in her direction.

It caught a little in the fire and she caught it, glaring at the way he'd thrown it at her, like it was her fault she was cold. She'd rather he keep it if he was going to have that attitude about it. She put it on, though - mostly because she was cold, but also because she'd rather he be cold if he was going to be a prat. "Did you write back to anyone yet?" She asked, not saying 'thank you'.

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-09 03:05 am UTC (link)
"Don't have anything to tell them, do I?" he groused, slouching back against the log he was sitting against. He hadn't meant to throw it, really, but he didn't much feel like apologizing. He crossed his arms over his chest. "'Still alive, not sure when I'll be back, please send guide to edible fungi.' I think I'd rather just listen in." Even though it was frustrating to be reminded of everything he was missing, it still felt like a connection to home.

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-09 03:11 am UTC (link)
Hermione glowered at the dying fire, but she had to admit he had a point. "I know what you mean," She said quietly, then cleared her throat. "And I already know all the edible fungi, so there's no need for a guide. There just isn't that much about here."

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-09 03:23 am UTC (link)
"Yeah, alright," he said, relaxing slightly and smothering a smile. "So we're pretty set for guides. Even less to write home about." The only things he could think of that would be worth writing about would be too sensitive, probably. What they really needed was a safe place to stay - or a foolproof method for destroying horcruxes, and neither of those would be forthcoming from anyone who usually read what he wrote.

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-09 03:25 am UTC (link)
"I'll... write Ginny, tomorrow. She wanted to know we were safe." Not that it seemed like any of them were actually all that worried about them, when it came down to it, and she wondered if there were some who hadn't even noticed Harry was missing.

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-09 03:32 am UTC (link)
Ron nodded. "Good." He didn't like the thought of his family worrying; he couldn't even imagine what his mother must be like, just now. He supposed the rest of them could handle it. Always assuming nothing too dangerous happened to them, of course. "... What do you think is going to happen, at school? I'd have thought that with Dumbledore gone and the Ministry in ... bad hands ..." He shrugged. He wanted to feel hopeful, because nothing had happened yet. It was nice to think they might still be able to go back.

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-09 03:40 am UTC (link)
"McGonagall's there. You know how terrifying she can be, she'll be able to take care of everyone..." Hermione tried to sound sure, and she almost was, but Dumbledore had been a force of nature, really, and McGonagall, no matter how much Hermione respected her, she wasn't one.

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-09 03:53 am UTC (link)
"You're probably right," he said quickly, eager to agree. "No one gets by her." She didn't have quite the same power behind her, perhaps, but she did run a damned tight ship. That was something. "Between her and the rest of the Order ... Not many places safer than Hogwarts, anyhow." He couldn't help but take a bit of a look around their current surroundings. They were well-hidden and more than well-protected, but it was nothing like having stone walls around you.

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-09 04:03 am UTC (link)
"Yeah," She mumbled, not quite agreeing.

Hermione saw him looking, and couldn't help but stop and look around too. She didn't feel safe here, she had to admit. She felt tiny, inconsequential, and with Harry hating the world and them all at each other throats, she didn't even feel effective, and ever horcrux idea they had failed. Every day they couldn't destroy it, the others they still had to find loomed up bigger and more terrifying.

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-10 03:52 am UTC (link)
He could tell neither of them really had their hearts in it. Unfortunately, he didn't have any better ideas ... so perhaps it was best just not to talk about it. (But then, when would they? It wasn't going to be any better tomorrow, unless one of them had a real miracle of an epiphany.) "That lot can take care of themselves," he said, a tentative attempt at closing the subject. They had enough to worry about without fretting over the people left back at school.

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-12 01:37 am UTC (link)
Hermione nodded. She had faith in McGonagall. She had to have, because the three of them had things to worry about that were more important than the school - callously, more important even than their friends there. If Harry wasn't successful, it would be much worse - so much bigger than all of that.

"Are you cold?" She asked after a moment, softening a little - Harry not letting go of the horcrux at all was at least making it a little easier the last few days. "You can have your jacket if you want it..."

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-13 01:57 am UTC (link)
"No - keep it," he said, having the grace not to sound bitter about it, at least. He simply edged closer to the remains of the fire, and a couple feet closer to her. He couldn't help but think of the last time they'd managed a decent conversation by a fireside, and the thought of it warmed him a little. It was funny, how he could be cross with her (although he was cross with everything, really) and still more than happy to repeat that experience. - The less awkward parts of it, anyway. "I'll be fine." Over here, by myself.

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-13 02:05 am UTC (link)
Hermione frowned at the fire, and she wasn't sure why she should be annoyed with him and still wish he was sitting closer. Or why she was annoyed that he didn't want the bloody jacket, when she was freezing without it.

"We all will," She answered, trying to sound certain.

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-13 02:26 am UTC (link)
"Eventually," he sighed, voicing about the most optimistic response that he could think of. It did make him feel a little better when he realized that he meant it. The three of them had come through a lot. ... Which meant there was no sense in quarreling, right? He looked over at her. "Aren't you cold?"

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-13 02:40 am UTC (link)
"Freezing," Hermione admitted, pulling his coat a little closer around herself and shifting so that she was closer to the fire too. "Maybe risk a warming charm inside again?"

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-13 02:44 am UTC (link)
Everything inside was a bit of a risk, with Harry in the mood he was - not that it was his fault, of course. Ron decided he'd really rather stay outside. "Maybe in a little while." He held his hands out to the embers. "Just come closer, you'll be alright for a bit. - To the fire."

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-13 02:50 am UTC (link)
She'd thought he was asking her to come closer, and it was almost charming for a moment before he clarified and she frowned, glaring at the fire as if it offended her somehow - but he was right, too, and so she moved closer again, until she was sitting just beside him, her hip against his, as close to the dying fire as they could be.

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-13 02:53 am UTC (link)
It was part of his own special brand of luck that, although he never seemed to be able to do anything right, it always came out well enough in the end. Buoyed a little by that thought, he slipped his arm around her after no more than a moment's hesitation. He kept his smile very strictly regulated.

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-13 02:57 am UTC (link)
Hermione stared at the fire, and something about the weight of his arm across her shoulders was too heavy and also comfortable and she didn't understand, really, how it could be both.

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-13 03:00 am UTC (link)
"... You really should relax," Ron offered after a few seconds, when her shoulders wouldn't seem to unstiffen and her eyes stayed fixed forward as though she was trying to bring the fire back to life. His fingers tightened around her arm and he tugged her a little closer to himself. "We can't do anything else about - any of it, tonight."

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-13 03:11 am UTC (link)
Somehow that made whatever might have turned into a smile at some point turn into a stern straight line instead, drawn tight, and if possible her shoulders tightened even more. "Right. I should just relax," She said sarcastically. "We're freezing, starving, and stuck here while god knows what happens at Hogwarts and the Ministry is being controlled by Voldemort, but I'll just forget about it until the morning."

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-13 03:19 am UTC (link)
"Unless you have a better idea, yeah," he muttered, but without very much conviction. Why did she have to worry about things all the time? And why did she have to remind him that his stomach felt about ready to eat itself? "Sorry. Just ... I don't know, we'll be able to think better if we're level-headed." Or something.

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-15 10:10 pm UTC (link)
"That doesn't make any sense," Hermione pointed out, then she frowned stared into the fire, because looking at him she wasn't sure if that would make her want to slap him, or kiss him. These days, she was torn always between one or the other. "I'm always level headed," Except, she knew, when it came to him, she wasn't at all. And the horcrux made her as far from it in everything else.

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-16 02:01 am UTC (link)
Ron snorted a little, before he could stop himself. He tried to cover it up with a fit of coughing, but he wasn't certain he'd managed it convincingly. "Yeah, well ..." he began, when he had started to breathe normally again, "Mushrooms aren't exactly brain food, are they. I'll stop making sense entirely in about another week." They all would, if they kept jumping aimlessly around like this.

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-20 01:21 am UTC (link)
"Which will be a new thing for some reason," Hermione finished sarcastically, half as a joke and half a little bitingly. It wasn't the easy teasing it had been even on that night at Hogwarts when everything was still harsh, but at least alone they had gotten on alright.

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-20 02:32 am UTC (link)
"Nice," he grumbled, unsurprised. "Anything I can do to make us feel more at home, I suppose." Not that he was feeling bitter. Of course not. Or homesick. But it was hard not to think about what they could have been doing had they been someplace a little more civilized. He glanced over at her.

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-20 02:43 am UTC (link)
Hermione pursed her lips, staring at the dying fire and then without warning standing up. "I'm going inside. I need to see if Harry's come out of sulking in his room in the tent. Someone has to take that thing away from him soon. "

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-20 02:58 am UTC (link)
Ron tried unsuccessfully to shove down a flare of irritation. He didn't see why she should be so damned solicitous; it wasn't like Harry was doing anything to deserve it, at the moment. "Yeah, alright," he said, turning back to the fire and hunching his shoulders sharply. "Absolutely, better go make sure Harry's alright."

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-20 03:05 am UTC (link)
"Since I know you're not going to do it," Hermione answered his tone in kind, sharp and glaring at his head for a moment before she huffed and took off his coat, dropped it onto his lap.

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-20 03:14 am UTC (link)
"Well, so what?" He balled up his coat and set it beside him on the ground, too annoyed to bother with putting it on. "He's not a baby. When he decides he's ready to stop moping and hand it off, he can bloody well get up and do it himself." Why should it be up to him? It certainly shouldn't be up to her.

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-20 03:28 am UTC (link)
"It's harder for him!" Hermione crossed her arms over her chest and glared at Ron then, her voice raising. "All this responsibility, and now they're blaming him for murdering Dumbledore on top of it?"

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-20 03:38 am UTC (link)
"We were all there!" he said, half-shouting, his head snapping up to glare at her. He knew Harry carried a different sort of burden, but this rankled, and it was very easy to forget. "And if you haven't noticed, we're all here! We're in just as much danger as he is, and I don't see why you should have to hover over him like he's the only one who's got any damned problems!"

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-20 03:44 am UTC (link)
Hermione's eyes narrowed a little. "Are you jealous or something? You'd rather I hover over you while you sit here and complain about being hungry twenty three bloody hours a day?"

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-20 03:52 am UTC (link)
"I am not jealous!" His face went red, and the pitch of his voice rose just a little too quickly. He stood, grabbing his jacket up under one arm. "Like I'd want you hanging around pestering me about our next move more than you already do - none of us have the first clue where we're supposed to be going - it's all a bunch of -" He was dangerously close to just sputtering incoherently, so he began again: "Go take the locket for him, then, if you're so worried!"

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[info]cerebralwitch
2009-11-21 08:35 pm UTC (link)
"Well maybe if you could be trusted to think up anything on your owl I wouldn't have to - " She stopped and just glared at him for a moment, then stomped away toward the tent. Standing there yelling at him wasn't doing any of them any good at all. "That's what I will do," She called back. "And when you're done feeling sorry for yourself, maybe you'll come and help."

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[info]geroffme
2009-11-24 02:00 am UTC (link)
"So it's just Harry who's allowed to feel sorry for himself, is it?" he called after her, before slumping angrily back against the log he'd been leaning on. His face was burning, and not from the proximity to their not-overly-impressive fire. So what if he couldn't come up with a good next move by himself? None of them knew what they were doing. She couldn't very well expect him to be racking his brains when not even she could find any better way to use her time than pampering bloody Harry. Well, let her. She could do that just as well without him. They could do all of this just as well without him, this sitting in the frigid woods and starving and wandering around with no idea where to go or even, really, why.

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