iwa_chan (iwa_chan) wrote in winterdale, @ 2021-08-01 23:45:00 |
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Entry tags: | character: hajime iwaizumi, character: tohru oikawa, fandom: haikyuu!! |
Who:Tohru Oikawa and Hajima Iwaizumi
What:Absolutely not cuddling each other, just Godzilla
When:After this
Where:Oikawa's dorm
Rating:TBD XD I make no assumptions
Status:In progress
It was pretty much typical now for everything to be all over the place, all the time. It wasn't an exaggeration either. Every other week it felt like something was happening whether it was the place itself being crazy or someone around got set off by who knew what. It was always something. Iwaizumi never really felt like he got his footing around here under those circumstances. The time he felt most normal was when he was with Oikawa.
And he had to keep not reading into that because... it didn't matter. Only... slightly blindsided again... Oikawa and Eiji broke up. It was about his only excuse not to say anything about how he felt. Now, he couldn't use that to hide behind and he didn't really know what to feel. Add to that the fact Kyoutani kissed him just the other day and overall it was a damn mess. Hanging out with Oikawa without any other expectations was normal and about the only thing that grounded him... which was the other reason he didn't want to and wouldn't say anything yet. If he ruined that, they were done for.
After grabbing some snacks for Zilla and changing, he headed to Oikawa's dorm. He took his time getting there, not nearly as irritated as he may have tried to seem. Really, he just wanted to clear his head and try to center himself first or else... he fell into old habits and then wondered why Oikawa could never think he was interested...At first, he tried to curb his behavior because Eiji asked him to, but really Oikawa deserved better than that from him. He always knew that... and always thought there was more time, until there wasn't anymore.
Letting himself in when he got there, he couldn't help smiling some when he saw Oikawa cuddling what was supposed to be a terrifying monster. "You're lucky that's probably the cutest thing I've seen or I might be more upset." Which really wasn't true at all, but who was keeping score here? Probably Oikawa. Coming over to sit on the corner of the bed, he flipped a grape off his thumb for Zilla to catch, leaning back on his palm.
"So, you doing okay?" He knew he wasn't, he could tell that much, but if he wanted to talk, he wanted to give him the chance to. If he didn't, that was fine too.