I can't say I didn't see it coming, in fact, I expected it sooner than this.

It seems, my friends, the time has come to say goodbye. As a few (or couple or. . one) of you may know, I went to my Great Aunt's Going Home Celebration (funeral) today with my parents, aunts, uncles, gradnma, etc today.

Apparently my going job hunting with my Dad was going to be more important than that. I didn't job hunt, and I've officially gotten the boot, healing from surgery and all.

I'm waiting for my sister's boyfriend to come and get me, she has no wireless (she barely has regular net). The wireless closest to her is at the library up the street. So.

I'm not officially dropping, but I'm going to put it this way, I can't be homeless. I can only stay with Manda and Dewey so long. RP is NOT that important to me. But I use it in a sort of therapeutic way, so, I can't give it up entirely.

I'm going to give it one week, and see how it goes commuting to the library at certain times of the day to sort of think how it would be getting on before and after work, because I'm going to raise hell to have a job by Monday.

If it's too crazy, I'll post to officially drop. If not, I'll need to ask you all to make due with the limited time I'll have.

So, right. I'm not sure what else to say. It's not goodbye yet, to contradict myself a bit. But, it's definitely time to keep a weather eye. If you want to play, get it out now.

Lilly, I know I owe you and Melissa a tag, I'll get to it tomorrow, because he'll be here any minute and he gets pissy when you make him wait. Sorry for all the spaciness between tags the last couple of days!

As for everyone else, I love you all, truly, like friends. Sisters, even. Several of you have impacted me very profoundly, you ought to know who you are, and I'd like you to know I adore you all. I'm sorry for the uber long, blah blah boring post, but I feel it's important you guys know what's going on.

Two things!

One, I apologize for bailing on everyone without a word last night. I wasn't feeling well and fell asleep with my daughter.

Second, if anybody on my flist uses regular color code names rather than numbers when coding for Delirium or for any other reason, I found this really nifty website that gives you all the color names alphabetically rather than picking random numbers. http://www.mountaindragon.com/html/140names.htm It's got 140 color names and it's awesome. So yeah.