"Different things are expected of me here," she said. "It's...hard to explain. Before, I only had to be my father's daughter or my brother's sister. Or a potential wife. Here? I am expected to be myself and I do not know who that is yet."
She had subverted her every desire to her father's will. And when he was gone, what was she to do? Maybe she was meant to roam and pick flowers and tell the truth.