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Lord John Grey (livesincloset) wrote in westviewic,
@ 2022-12-09 14:17:00

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Bloody hell.... What is... It's supposed to be the 1700s.

Jamie? Jamie Fraser?

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	livesincloset 2022-12-13 11:23 am UTC (link)
	Yes, I'm a Lord. You can call me John though, we've slept together. You work for a lord? Are they here? It's nice to make your acquaintance, Alfie. I must tell you, I like you a lot, but I do have feelings for someone else. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

call_me_alfie
2022-12-13 11:45 am UTC (link)

If I recall right, I might have called you Lord during those "sleep together" times. :)

As to my Lord, well.. it's not the same as your title. Some view him as the highest Lord in the cosmos. What I mean to say is.. I know it sounds crazy but, erm.. I'm an angel. And I really like you a lot too.

Ohh. Someone else. So if you have feelings for someone else, does this also mean.. you want to be with this person now instead of with me?

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livesincloset
2022-12-13 12:06 pm UTC (link)

You're an angel? Like, God and angels and hell and heaven?

I can't believe in God. Mostly because I'm into men and I know that God says homosexuality is wrong. But I can't help what I am. That doesn't mean that I should be banned from heaven. It was hard having to hide who I was.

He doesn't feel the same way about me. And I do still want to be with you. I just have feelings for Jamie, and I can't help it.

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call_me_alfie
2022-12-13 01:20 pm UTC (link)

Yeah. But I'm not really the judgment or warrior type of angel. My calling was more.. inspiration and imagination. Sort of like a Muse from the myths.

Sorry to hear that. But I understand, you can't help or control who your heart pulls you to, even if it's a man. And I still want to be with you as well. So umm.. maybe we can meet at my place, and I could distract you so we don't have to think for a while and just.. feel? ~~Just give in to our urges~~

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livesincloset
2022-12-13 01:44 pm UTC (link)

I don't know if I can believe in angels. You might have to prove it to me. It's not about not trusting you. It's just not something I can wrap my mind around.

I shouldn't still have feelings for him. I promise you, I'm trying to get over him. He's straight, and doesn't want me like that. I want to be with you, you do want to be with me.

Okay. I'll come over. I do want to see you.

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call_me_alfie
2022-12-14 06:38 am UTC (link)

You don't have to believe if you don't want. Just believe in me. I should tell you, most of the angels where I'm from? They're.. well, they can be dicks, as the phrase goes. Especially Zachariah or Uriel, even Raphael, hide if you see those ones. Cas is cool though. As to proving.. I can't show my true form or your eyes will literally burn out. But I can show some wings or do a few powers.

Definitely want to be with you. In every possible way. And I'm here for you for whatever you need.

I'm.. glad to here that. I hope you want to do much more than just see me. Because I really want you right now, especially now that we're our real selves.

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livesincloset
2022-12-14 06:35 pm UTC (link)

I can believe in you. I trust you. I want to trust you. Don't show me your true form. I'd rather not lose my eyes. And I will keep my distance of any angel but you.

I know you do, dear one. And I want to be with you. I just wanted to be honest with you. I am trying my best to get over Jamie Fraser. Being with you should help with that.

You want to make love? It's going to take some time for me to get used to the freedom of this time.

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