ren amamiya (thetrickster) wrote in welcomenetwork, @ 2015-04-30 17:25:00 |
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Entry tags: | bobbi morse / mockingbird (mcu), daisy johnson / quake (mcu), grant ward, jemma simmons |
Well, that was perfectly awful.I can't believe that II'm a terrible
grant.
I'm sorry. I'm so terribly, terribly sorry.
I would never, ever do that to you. I hope you know that. I don't hate you and I don't want you to die. I certainly don't want to kill you. I know you've changed. And even if you hadn't, the idea of killing anyone...of actively murdering someone...I can't even imagine it.
I feel like I'm becoming someone I don't want to be. I'm making terrible choices and hurting people and I don't want to. I think I might be worse than you, because at least there was a reason for you doing what you did, after everything you've been through. There's no excuse for what I've done.
I'm an awful person.
I can't believe I did that.
Does the guilt ever get easier to deal with?
I want to drink rather a lot of alcohol right now.