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Clarice M. Starling ([info]sturnusvulgaris) wrote in [info]we_coexist,
@ 2015-09-04 22:17:00

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Entry tags:clarice starling, matt murdock, zz:status complete

An afternoon away (Matt)
It was a nice day. The days since she'd arrived had all been nice, which Clarice had only noticed in a vague sort of way. She had been busy reading old files, familiarizing herself with the problems of the City, learning the ins and outs of the new technology, and then putting together a file on Hannibal Lecter in her spare time. He--they?--had been very quiet in her time here, but she would not be caught off guard.

The fourth time the booking officer found her asleep on a couch in the break room, he had ordered her out. "Nothing's going on, Starling," he said. "The City won't fall apart if you take an afternoon off."

Clarice, unsure of that, had protested but found herself shooed outside. There she'd noticed the weather and decided to walk in the City that she'd been studying. She found herself sitting on a bench in the park, people-watching, leaning back with her arms crossed. The vast majority of those that she saw were the people she now recognized as City-born natives, the ones with a certain something missing. They were almost uniformly pleasant but somehow emotionally flattened. Like pigeons, she thought, watching them walk by. Someone of a certain mindset could easily see them as less than human, animal-like, a subhuman flock to be hunted.

The thought chilled her.



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[info]ablinddevil
2015-09-05 03:41 am UTC (link)
At the thought, Matt smiled a touch.

"The thing about pigeons is that they're normally simple-minded creatures," Matt explained. "Usually they have their minds set on one thing," he breathed, tearing a bit of bread from the bun and tossing it out into the exact middle of the swarm.

"Here, however, they seem to lack the motivation for much else almost as if they were programmed based on only this ideal." The fatter the pigeon the more eager it was to eat until it almost burst.

"Matt Murdock," he offered, tossing another piece out at the birds. He offered the woman the package, "Wanna try?"

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[info]sturnusvulgaris
2015-09-07 02:17 am UTC (link)
((Sorry! I had a recording session today. And I honestly can't remember what I did yesterday!))

"Clarice Starling," she said. "Thanks." She took some of the bread, breaking off a piece and scattering it in front of her, watching the birds flutter and peck at the crumbs. "I've never really watched pigeons, so I couldn't say much about their motivations. And pardon me if this is insensitive, but..." She trailed off, pursing her lips and choosing her words carefully. "Unless I'm mistaken, wouldn't watching birds be somewhat difficult for you?"

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[info]ablinddevil
2015-09-07 04:05 am UTC (link)
Matt held the bag out until Clarice had taken some, and then he retracted it slowly. Shrugging, Matt glanced back at the birds. "You know pigeons are related to doves. It's uncanny how we use the white version of the same bird as a symbol of hope and peace and yet this version is labeled as fat, and stupid."

He leaned back some against the bench, and offered Clarice his attention again. "Things here are much more than they seem to be, Clarice. I don't necessarily have to watch the birds to get the pleasure of their company. Their coo's are more than enough."

The blips of satisfied sounds showed him more than he needed to see. "I remember what pigeons look like. It helps. In New York pigeons were everywhere. They may have well been the state bird."

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[info]sturnusvulgaris
2015-09-09 03:38 am UTC (link)
"Ah. I guess that makes sense." She crumbled more bread in her hands, varying how she threw it and watching the birds trail along. "I guess we have a lot of pigeons hanging around Quantico waiting people to drop bits of their lunch, but I've always been too busy to pay them much mind."

And then further back in West Virginia and Montana, when she did have the time, she mostly remembered songbirds, skittish and reluctant around people.

She turned the subject back towards a safer topic. "I imagine it has something to do with perceived purity. You see it in most cultures: white doves, white sheep, white cattle. A pure, spotless sacrifice. Anything else is just common."

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[info]ablinddevil
2015-09-10 02:17 am UTC (link)
"Some worship doves, some wait for hunting season to come around. I guess perception can be a bit biased." Matt broke crumbs from the bread in the bag and tossed them out to the gathering pigeons.

"Maybe they're worth the attention, the pigeons. Maybe they aren't. But how would you feel if your species was ignored?" It was a general question with no judgement. And he wasn't expecting an answer.

"I was always more partial to bluejays, myself. When I was much younger there was one that lived on the stairs above ours outside. We were in an apartment, so we had one of those fire ladders that lead to the alley. I could always hear the jays. They were very protective of their space. They reminded me a little of my father. He was a fighter, too."

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[info]sturnusvulgaris
2015-09-10 03:11 am UTC (link)
"I always liked cardinals. When I was a kid some cardinals had a nest in a tree down the way and you could always tell when they had babies, because they'd start dive-bombing you when you walked by." She smiled a little at the memory. "And they were so pretty. All that bright red, like a poinsettia or a rose. Like they were trying to be the brightest, boldest thing around."

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[info]ablinddevil
2015-09-11 02:33 am UTC (link)
"Sounds a lot like those jays," Matt chuckled. They could get aggressive too when there were eggs in the nest. He had cared for them anyway, pecking or no pecking. He always made sure their feeder was full of seed.

"Nature is like that, you know? And usually it's the male of the species." Matt laughed, "Could you imagine if it was humans that took up such a practice? If the men wore the best and brightest clothes? Or had the best and brightest car?" It was sarcasm of course.

"I think it would be unfitting of man to backpedal. I'm quite comfortable wearing a plain brown suit." He actually was wearing a brown suit.

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[info]sturnusvulgaris
2015-09-13 02:11 am UTC (link)
Clarice barked out a laugh in the manner of someone who didn't laugh much. Lots of people through the years had accused her of not having a sense of humor. She wasn't humorless. She was driven, and surrounded by abnormal psychology, and she was not a person comfortable with gallows humor.

Like Matt, Clarice was wearing a suit. Unlike Matt, hers was gray. "Suits these days don't seem to be as big on shoulderpads as they were in mine. It takes some getting used to."

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[info]ablinddevil
2015-09-13 03:05 am UTC (link)
The tone of her laughter blurred his sonic sense in a way he wasn't used to. He nodded and smiled at the woman, "Shoulder pads are outdated. By twenty years at least," Matt replied in agreement. "I'm glad we never had to worry about those things." He smirked. "I'm sorry that women had to."

"You know, you should laugh more often. It's a good sound for you, but you don't use it often enough."

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[info]sturnusvulgaris
2015-09-15 02:59 am UTC (link)
"I'm outdated, too. By twenty years, at least."

She smiled tightly. "That's what I've been told." She was suddenly shuttered again: not hostile, but cool, professional. She sat quietly, scattering crumbs for the birds again, the bread in her hand almost gone.

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[info]ablinddevil
2015-09-15 03:04 am UTC (link)
"I have a feeling there are a few around here that have more years on you," Matt replied, "But you shouldn't let that get to you. You don't sound like you have to worry about that sort of a gap, your voice sounds young, and musical." He tilted his head some, listening to the birds. Age in a place like this was no insult nor was it a bad thing at all. So many came from many places and points in time that it seemed irrelevant.

"Sounds like you aren't open to advice. Forgive me," Matt breathed. He straightened some, leaning back against the stiff bench.

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[info]sturnusvulgaris
2015-09-15 03:25 am UTC (link)
"Sir, there's only so many times you can be told 'you'd be prettier if you smiled' before it gets old." She frowned. "The last time my Constitutional Law professor told me to smile, I asked him if smiling would make me remember applications of the 5th amendment any better." She did smile then: thin and hard. "He wasn't happy."

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[info]ablinddevil
2015-09-15 03:31 am UTC (link)
"Well, I didn't mean it like that, but you have a point. Pretty isn't a term that applies to me, as you can see, and I didn't mean any offense by it either. There's just a certain pitch to your laughter that's easy on the ears. That's all. You don't find true laughter anymore. It's a resource that's gone almost completely extinct."

Then Matt chuckled, "I can see why he wouldn't be. Good comeback." Musing, Matt appreciated her sense of fire.

"I'm glad to have met you, Clarice. Maybe we can feed the birds more often." It wasn't suggestive, just friendly. He was happy enough with Rose, but having friends was always a welcomed thing.

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[info]sturnusvulgaris
2015-09-16 01:49 am UTC (link)
Right. Clarice cleared her throat, embarrassed. "I'm sorry. That was a mistake on my part." She sighed. "I don't laugh much, I guess. I was studying to be with the Behavioral Analysis Unit at the FBI before I came here, and I've spent my time since with the City's police." She stared out at the birds. "There's not a lot of laughs there."

But, upon reflection, it was nice to take some time away. "It was good meeting you, too, Mr. Murdock. Even if I was rude."

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[info]ablinddevil
2015-09-16 02:32 am UTC (link)
"You should find more reasons to laugh. All other things aside. Life isn't really living without a little laughter now and then. Even if if is a hard life or one filled with seriousness. Especially when you're young, and bad things happen, sometimes it's hard to find that spark of joy again."

He smiled gently. "Don't worry about it. I forgive you. You didn't mean it."

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[info]sturnusvulgaris
2015-09-23 08:55 pm UTC (link)
"You're probably right. I should." She scattered the last of the crumbs, watching the birds. Murdock was right; they did seem to have an oddly programmed feeling to them as they fluttered around their snack. "I'm not sure I'm the type, though."

She looked at him and smiled a little, though she knew he couldn't see it. "I meant it at the time. And I mean my apology. I don't say what I don't mean, even if it's putting my foot in my mouth."

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[info]ablinddevil
2015-09-23 09:07 pm UTC (link)
"I appreciate it then. I accept your apology," Matt replied with a grin. He finished scattering what was left of the crumbs and received delighted hoots in reply before the coos of disappointment came from the lack of crumbs.

The birds shuffled away to find anyone else willing to feed them.

"Well, Clarice, it was great to meet you today. I have to get going, I have an appointment. I hope we cross paths again." Matt rose slowly. He brushed together the palms of his hands to rid them of any excess crumbs, before collecting his baton. He offered Clarice a nod of goodbye and he turned and headed away back in the direction he had originally come.

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[info]sturnusvulgaris
2015-09-24 12:52 am UTC (link)
"It was nice to meet you," she agreed, and watched as he walked away. When he was gone, she returned to watching the birds as they milled around.

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