See, I'm good. I said half the time I don't want to be a member, not all the time. And that I don't have a choice, they're my family no matter how awkward it is for me. But I don't ignore them. As fucked up as my entire situation is, they're still my family. I learned that this weeken You have people here but apparently you ignore them.
Why are you so into the Winchester name anyway? I seriously don't get it.