Sam
Yeah. There's nothing I'd do that wasn't in your best interest. Not ever.
Its not the same. It's different, its amazing and I love you. But its not how it was and I have to be okay with missing that.
I'm doing it all wrong though aren't I, making stupid wrong decisions sometimes. How do I know when I am cause I can't keep asking you can I? I have to stand on my own but I haven't figured out how that works yet. ...The plan was easy, simple. I knew what I had to do, now I don't. It can't be easy for you either, dealing with me.