Lissa Dragomir (littlequeen) wrote in wariscomingcom, @ 2015-08-27 09:36:00 |
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I don't know how it always comes out to be my fault, maybe it is my fault. Maybe I should have just forgiven Rose and moved on, it's not that I haven't tried or haven't wanted to. She just... she acts like she cares and than she runs off again. How am I supposed to actually trust that she'll be around, that she'll stop and think about how her actions actually do hurt other people. I know it's Rose and she's impulsive, but I never thought she'd have left me like that. I never thought she'd move on to someone else and let me deal with the grief alone. She has Regina and Kirk now, clearly they're better than I ever was, they care more, take care of her more. I guess I'm just selfish for having wanted my best friend around while I said goodbye. I'm selfish for feel like this? Maybe I am.[End]
Now Regina? Making it out like I didn't care enough? That I wasn't worried about her feelings. I lost almost everything and I'm the one who didn't care enough.My feelings really never mattered. I never thought I'd be the bad guy, but somehow I am.