Mona
I do understand it. I don't know if I agree completely with your actions, but ours are very similar. You choose to go to a sanitarium instead of jail. I pretended to have been insane, and used the powers of the Death Note in my favor. One example, but there it is. I would agree, though. I am willing to see what this is, whatever it may be.
Not everyone would have used it as I did. Would you have, if it had fallen into your hands?