phil coulson isn't angry; he's just disappointed. (disappointeddad) wrote in wariscomingcom, @ 2015-03-28 13:18:00 |
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I can understand the logic of the decisions that I'm making, but it's... It's like I'm discounting everything else that ever would have mattered to me for the sake of that logic. Because of what happens when I'm running too hot, because I know that I make bad choices and say things I regret when I'm letting my emotions dictate things.
Nick never had trouble separating the two. Why am I constantly struggling with it?
I don't blame you. Calderon, Gonzales, Weaver, Oliver, they're all good people and good agents. And they have a point. Nick's secrets, it was one of the things that complicated the issue, allowed for HYDRA agents to operate so freely without their movements being suspect. And me. I'm not good at this being in charge thing, am I?
I left you in the woods, Skye. So what if it was a safehouse? I didn't know what to do to help you, so I just left you, alone, in the middle of the woods with what I can only assume where drug laced restraints to keep you under control.
Quite frankly, I don't see how that makes me any better than Garrett.