I don't want it because of whatever ridiculous notions you're apparently thinking. I want to be able to have a family with you because I love you. Yes, I'm young but that doesn't mean I don't know what I want. I know I want forever with you and we've no guarantee that these bauble wishes will happen every year. They didn't happen last Christmas even though everyone kept telling us about them. So I want to be able to make the wish now for however many years down the line it might be. I don't care if it takes a century. But I don't want the opportunity for us to eventually have a child just slip through my fingers.
I know its a responsibility. Who was the one who actually did anything for your youngest brother when he first showed up here? Who made sure he had any kind of stability while all of you were at each other's throats and leaving one another?