Re: Elijah
Katherine is in stupid, she still has self-preservation ingrained in her brain. Which means she will never cross any lines with you because she wants to live. But I want you in my life too brother, because we are family and I love you.
It just kills me, it shouldn't be this way. We promised each other always and forever and now it feels like we are nothing, it feels like without them even being here mother and father got exactly what they wanted and I hate it.and it's not one person's fault, we are all to blame in this and it's killing my need to control everything that I can't fix it. I just don't know what to do anymore. It feels like I'm falling apart and that I am losing part of myself by this family disintegrating, I suppose that makes me a control freak doesn't it?
She does love you though. I hope you realize that.