I am trying very hard to ignore the telly on Saturday nights. And the internet in general, sadly. I saw a photo of myself in a red dress and wanted to find out why and apparently I was with Robin Hood and there were robots and a beheading that the BBC decided not to show? It's surreal because that hasn't happened to me yet. And I don't know this new Doctor. He's not my Doctor. My Doctor had floppy hair and a goofy smile and I miss my Doctor so much. How do those of you who are fictional whose lives are still being played out to audiences cope with it? All these things that are happening to me on the show haven't happened for me yet, and while part of me is curious I also really don't want to see it, but it's so bloody hard to avoid it. Does anyone have any advice?