I don't think there is anything wrong with you at all. You can be both, you know. A hunter and a father. It's just all about finding a balance, which granted is probably not as easy as it sounds.
However, I have to say I'm quite glad to not have been sent home. From what I understand, home is not a desirable place to be at the moment, and I'd much rather live in a place where almost all my siblings are alive. Even if we are not on the best of terms at the moment.