Claire
Thank you, I appreciate it. I know there are some people who would be very gleeful about me being weak.
A number of things, I guess. Have you heard there was basically the Dante's style circles of hell? There were some circles I had more than others. But in one of them, everything I had turned to ash, even blood as I tried to feed. I would choke there. It's been the same since. I try to drink, it feels like ashes in my mouth and I can't breathe and I start to panic, even though I don't need to breathe. My throat closes up and I start to choke.