Why is no one actually understanding what I'm saying? At all? It's not just that she killed you, though that is the biggest factor of why I hate her. It's the way everyone always views her as this perfect, innocent little victim, better than anyone else. It's the way she views herself. And it makes me want to peel the skin off her body, one strip at a time.
And frankly, if saying that I hate her once in public, and then defending my views when I get jumped on by multiple people makes everyone think I'm crazy, then beyond me taking a vow of silence for the rest of my life, nothing will change their minds on that.
I don't know how many more times I need to say that I'm not going to lay a finger on her, no matter how much I may want to. But if standing by my views when I'm shouted at is enough to make them want to start on those plans, let them. I am so fucking done with constantly holding myself back, playing nice and getting no where.