Rebekah Salvatore finally found love (hasherwhims) wrote in wariscomingcom, @ 2014-06-25 22:35:00 |
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Entry tags: | caroline forbes, damon salvatore, elijah mikaelson, henrik mikaelson, kol mikaelson, marcel gerard, rebekah salvatore |
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[ooc: this means all Mikaelsons, Stefan, Caroline, Marcel and even Damon!]
So. There's this thing. And you have no idea how many times I've started this and deleted it and I don't know if this is the right time to do it, I don't know if there will ever be a right time to do it, but I'm just going to get it out there anyway.
I have a problem. And I was trying to deal with it on my own but it's been getting worse. Henrik, you were right when you said I've been hiding something that's been troubling me. I don't know how much you've read back about the battle that occurred here, but afterwards some people were trapped for a while and I was one of them. I don't want to go into details with you because I'm your big sister and at the very least I can protect you from thinking about that.
Anyway. Since I got back, I haven't been able to feed. On blood. When I try, I choke. So I've been hiding it. Pretending. But I haven't had proper blood in six months. Or fifty years and six months, depending on your point of view. I told Stefan a few days ago and he's been helping me, but I know I need to figure out a longer term solution.
Damon, I'm telling you this because you're Stefan's brother and I know this isn't easy on him, and he'll need you, but I swear if you even so much as hint at this weakness to Elena, I will remove certain parts of your anatomy. Which admittedly will regrow in time, but would still suck for you. Okay?