I know. I was ashamed, I guess. That I'm being weak.
But I do promise. I'll be honest with you, about all of it.
I don't know what to tell my brothers though. If anything. You know what they're like, Elijah will smother me with love trying to make everything better, Kol will have a major flail and Nik.
Nik will shout at me until things are better and when that doesn't magically fix everything, he'll decide it's my fault.
And with Henrik apparently deciding he's ashamed of the lot of us, except Nik for some reason, and only being prepared to see him, I don't want to cause another fight with everyone.