Nik
Well, she was. When Elena showed up and I was upset, she dismissed my feelings as Mikaelson dramatics.
I'm exhausted. And I can't do this any more. I have really been trying to be part of this community. I work hard at my job, I take part in social events, I do hunts. I have always kept my word in everything I've promised to do, I have done everything I can and yet none of it is enough. Ruby says, openly says, she wants to humble us, to prove we can be hurt, wants us to "reveal" ourselves, says we've done nothing to earn trust here. I've done nothing to that woman. Ever. I offered to let her curse me if it made her feel better about Sam. I offered to let her take her rage out on me. All I ever said to her was we would defend ourselves if we were attacked, and from that she screamed at me. And I never took that further, I never asked for an apology from her. But when we tell the bitch who killed our brother for no true reason that if she comes near us, we'll kill her, we're horrible people? What kind of bullshit is that? And now, Ruby is going around telling half truths or outright bullshit, to justify why she wants to attack us.
I just can't do this any more. And I know you think I'm weak for wanting to be accepted and have friends and live a life free from constantly looking over my shoulder, but that's what I want. I want to not worry that Stefan or Lois or Kenzi will get hurt trying to protect me from a crazy demon witch bitch who hates me for no reason. I want to have a life and I'm just too tired.