Well look at it. I was awful, like seriously awful. And Sam gave me a chance, there were feelings and we both felt them. But I could have walked away. I could have decided my faith was more important than he was, my need for revenge. Or during the time I was earning the trust I have now. I could have walked away, said it was too hard. Said I couldn't change. But I didn't walk away. If someones offered a chance, its gonna be hard, there'll be times when it feels like you should quit. The important thing is not to.
And seriously. If I saw any real change in that family I'd be first in line to shake their hand.
I haven't. They go quiet for a while, then threaten. And god forbid you question them over it. If I lose it, sure I'm an irrational bitch queen. But not them, never them