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Elena Gilbert (youliedtome) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-06-12 11:34:00

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elena gilbert, rebekah salvatore

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I don't like you. I'm not going to pretend I do.

And I know you don't like me either.

But Stefan is my friend and I care about him and he cares about you so...

I wanted to offer my best wishes. Stefan deserves to be happy. I'm glad that he has you.

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	hasherwhims 2014-06-12 11:01 am UTC (link)
	You're right, I don't like you. I love Stefan. I don't care if you don't think I'm good enough for him, or if you want him worshiping you again, I love him. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	youliedtome 2014-06-12 11:08 am UTC (link)
	Right, because that's exactly what I said. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasherwhims 2014-06-12 11:11 am UTC (link)
	Elena, this is you. Every interaction with me you have ever had has somehow been designed to screw me over or betray me or stab me in the back or otherwise ruin my life. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youliedtome 2014-06-12 11:14 am UTC (link)
	And you killed me. So think of this as an olive branch. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasherwhims 2014-06-12 05:27 pm UTC (link)
	To stop the monster my mother created from hunting down my family and annihilating the vampire race. It wasn't personal. Unlike everything you have ever done to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youliedtome 2014-06-12 05:32 pm UTC (link)
	It was personal to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasherwhims 2014-06-12 06:02 pm UTC (link)
	Of course you think that, you'd quite happily sacrifice everyone else if it meant you got what you wanted. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youliedtome 2014-06-12 11:18 pm UTC (link)
	Sure. That's exactly what I'd do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasherwhims 2014-06-12 11:23 pm UTC (link)
	It's what you did do, Elena. When you murdered my brother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youliedtome 2014-06-12 11:29 pm UTC (link)
	It was your brother or mine. If you were in my position, tell me you wouldn't do the same. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasherwhims 2014-06-12 11:38 pm UTC (link)
	Nice try, but remember the whole other plan to break Kol's compulsion over Damon? The one I was actually going to help with? Starts with "D", ends with "agger"? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

youliedtome
2014-06-13 12:13 am UTC (link)

And then what? You were happy for my brother to kill as many people as it took for you to find the cure for yourself. You didn't care what that would have done to him. He was seventeen, Rebekah. He shouldn't have had to deal with that. It was my job to look out for him. As a sister, you should understand that.

So I'm not sorry for helping Jeremy kill Kol. Or that doing it completed his Hunters' Mark. I regret that those vampires had to die, but if I had to do it over again, I would still do the same.

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hasherwhims
2014-06-13 09:34 am UTC (link)

But murdering tens of thousands in one go, that was fine, was it? Committing deliberate genocide on scale even I haven't ever done, that's allowed? Because Jeremy didn't have to see all those vampires bursting into flames all over the planet, screaming with no idea why they were dying, that makes it all okay?

You can paint it all the different ways you like, Elena, but you didn't do it to protect Jeremy. I was giving Stefan the dagger I had the same moment you...

The same moment you were luring Kol into the trap.

The dagger wasn't meant for Kol, was it.

What was the plan then? To murder Kol, dagger me, leave Nik trapped in the house with the corpse of his brother, and see if the Mark was quite done yet? And if it wasn't, to kill me too? I mean, you couldn't kill Nik, not without dying yourself, but me, I'm not connected to anyone you care about. Killing me would have cost you nothing.

~~Stefan was distracting me to dagger and possibly kill me. It wasn't just so I wouldn't be with Kol. Fuck, I am so stupid.~~

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	youliedtome 2014-06-13 10:08 am UTC (link)
	Okay, you are clearly not even going to try and be rational or mature about this. You believe what you want to believe. I was trying to do the decent thing and make peace with you, for the sake of the man you claim to love, by the way, but you are clearly not interested so I'm not going to argue with you any more. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasherwhims 2014-06-13 10:11 am UTC (link)
	Right, so not being okay with you murdering my brother and pointing out that what you did was genocide, that's making me irrational and immature. Sure, if you want to put it that way. You don't know me, Elena. And you don't know what Lawrence is. I do love Stefan, but I can't forgive you for what you've done to my family, even for his sake. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

youliedtome
2014-06-13 11:49 am UTC (link)

Actually, I was referring to the severe persecution complex you have going on.

I haven't asked for your forgiveness. Honestly, I don't really want it. I know the motives behind the things I've done and I can live with them.

What I was offering was a ceasefire, so my friend, your husband, doesn't have to feel like he's caught in the middle of a war. Because he doesn't deserve that after everything he's been through. ~~If you'd been there when he died, perhaps you would care mor~~

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hasherwhims
2014-06-13 12:03 pm UTC (link)

How is it a complex when you actually have killed my family and ruined my life?

That's the hypocrisy that gets to me. You can live with what you've done, even though it's so much worse than anything I've done, and yet I'm the bad guy? I mean you get how twisted that is, right?

You know nothing, Elena Gilbert. Not a damn thing. Sad fact is, even if you were filled in on a few juicy facts about this place, you probably still wouldn't understand it.

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youliedtome
2014-06-13 12:41 pm UTC (link)

Your family has had it in for me for centuries before I was even born. I have died three times and twice it was a Mikaelson who killed me. Your family was responsible for the deaths of both my biological parents, my aunt and my guardian, and that's without even getting started on my friends.

Ever since you came to town, we have had to deal with one tragedy after another. I've been forced to become a person I never wanted to be, and all because of you and your family. So do not talk to me about ruining lives.

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hasherwhims
2014-06-13 01:03 pm UTC (link)

Get it right. Niklaus did those things. He was the one who came to town, broke the curse on himself, planned it all. Kol, Finn and I had daggers in our hearts and were rotting in coffins when all that happened. The only thing I ever actually did to you was run you off the road, because that was the only way to stop the monster my mother turned Alaric into, and save what was left of my family, and by extension the entire vampire race. One death. To save countless people.

And before you bring out the line that I am guilty of Niklaus' crimes because I stood by him all these centuries, do you then automatically blame Stefan for everything twisted Damon has ever done, or vice versa? We are far from the only siblings to stand with each other regardless of what they've done.

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youliedtome
2014-06-13 01:33 pm UTC (link)

And none of that makes it alright.

You're trying to convince yourself that I'm so much worse of a person than you, when really we're just two people who have been dealt a really crappy hand by the universe and have had to do whatever we could to get through it.

Your family really sucks and you're fooling yourself if you think you're completely blameless in it all. But at the same time, I've done things that I'm not proud of to protect the people I care about. Which include your husband, by the way.

Neither of us are perfect, Rebekah. You can't keep blaming me for everything that's gone wrong in your life.

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hasherwhims
2014-06-13 04:19 pm UTC (link)

Right, so when it's my family, we're all guilty of the crimes any one of us committed. But Damon isn't responsible for Stefan's Ripper kills over the decades and Stefan isn't responsible for all the murders Damon has committed, including Lexi. It's just my family that gets treated as one entity, got it.

Elena, you are just as bad as I am, if not worse. And yet you just have to give people those big pleading eyes of yours and they fall over themselves to protect you. Sweet, innocent Elena Gilbert, couldn't possibly be in the wrong ever. And yet the Big Bad Mikaelsons, they're clearly always the bad guys, couldn't possibly have any reason or justification for anything they do. It all stinks of hypocrisy and double standards.

Oh, I don't blame you for everything. My oh so charming parents get the majority of the blame, and a nice big chunk of it goes to my lovely brother. But over the past couple of years at home? Pretty much mostly you.

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	youliedtome 2014-06-13 04:59 pm UTC (link)
	If I thought you were the bad guy, would I be trying to wish you happiness with one of my best friends? Don't put justification for your insecurities into my mouth. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasherwhims 2014-06-13 06:40 pm UTC (link)
	Oh please, you're not wishing me happiness, you're giving the lip service so you can give the wibbly lip to Stefan about it. You and I both know you don't mean a word of it and you'd kill me if you (a) could and (b) thought you'd get away with it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youliedtome 2014-06-13 07:54 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not the vindictive bitch you think I am, Rebekah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hasherwhims 2014-06-13 09:03 pm UTC (link)
	Tens of thousands of vampires would say otherwise, Elena. (Reply to this) (Parent)